piGgy piGgy

nokia 5800

2009-02-23T15:18:00.004+08:00

Nokia next lastest phone tat goin to launch soon .... .... Xpress Music 5800.. 3.2 mega pixel.. Smart phone cum music phone and is touch screen... Memory up to 16Gb... so attractive n nice...

i think is goin to be berli expensive... but if they got promotion + trade in + upgrade plan.. shuld be okay ba...

Aft trying Sony Ericsson, conclusion is i still prefer Nokia.. no idea why.. lookin forward to tis phone.. my next target.. Jia You.. Save $$$$$$...

Beyond 海阔天空

2009-02-17T15:52:00.002+08:00

Beyond.. i think most of the pple out there shuld hav know tis band.. but at year 1993, misfortune fall onto tis band n on the main singer. He fall off from the stage at Tokoyo while singing 海阔天空.

He is oso the main person who hang on to the band when his surrounding pple feels tat his band will not be famous n in the end will dimiss. But his perseverance n his band member olways believe on him n they believe one day out there, pple will be singing their songs.

Aft the main singer has passed away, the band member made down the promiss. Every word they sing, every rhythm they play. they play for him. Even though he passed away, they never failed to sing the song tat he wrote himself. The main singer is 黄家驹

song wrote by him, 海阔天空, and tis song lyris is saying :

今天我, 寒夜里看雪飘过

怀著冷却了的心窝飘远方

风雨里追赶雾里分不清影踪

天空海阔你与我可会变(谁没在变)

多少次迎著冷眼与嘲笑

从没有放弃过心中的理想

一刹那恍惚, 若有所失的感觉

不知不觉已变淡心里爱(谁明白我)

原谅我这一生不羁放纵爱自由

也会怕有一天会跌倒被弃了理想谁人都可以

那会怕有一天只你共我仍然自由自我

永远高唱我歌走遍千里...

Every pple live with their dream on. No matter hw difficulties it is.. dream is olway dream..

JJ @ Northpoint

2009-02-14T17:55:00.007+08:00

Hey.. today while i off work on my way home.. when reaching Northpoint than realise today JJ in coming to promote his world tour concert.. n his first stop is @ Singapore...

He is much more nicer in person.. Ermmm.. actually oso no much different.. but i personally feel tat he in person itself is much more handsome.. lol..

quite alot of pple.. waiting for his arrival...

Video taken by mi..

Hmmm he sing live is berli good... enjoy the video...

International Affair

2009-02-12T13:09:00.023+08:00

Dinner n Dance
International Affair

Lets see all the intertnational affairs >>>>

Accounts n Administrator.. we are Asian affair..

My Shifu n mi... The Malay n Nyonya ..

Is this International affair?? more like Warrior.. btw he is Wayne, our Assistant CEO. Hmmm.. to be honest.. Among the 4 brothers, he is the most handsome de..

Guess... Is a Guy or Women... He/She wins the best dress up award wor...

Are they compatiable... lol .. they are in Japanese Kimono dress..

He's is the Qing's Emperor cum Vampier..

牛仔很忙啊!!! He is Kenneth, our boss n he is one of the son...

The Abrab..

HUuuuHUuuHoooo... here come the Africa..

Africa, Warrior n the Cow Boy...

Mix mix...

Weeeeekweeeeek... Spain... seexxy !

Finally we can sit in liao.. n first dish is Lao Yu Sheng....

Main ingrediant of Yusheng is the Maxico Abalone n Salmon..

aft add in.. u can start to mix... :)

Hmmm.. the dinner is olrite.. eac of us got mini majiong set.. n our lucky draw item.. i got whole bird nest.. lol.. Hmmm wads more to sae abt.. i think tats all ba..

i promiss my 下一个天亮 ... ... ...

2009-02-11T11:33:00.009+08:00

Looking at the purity sky... i realise all my worries have been carried away as the cloud moves. if only the world can be as purity as the sky, everything will be so wonderful.

用起伏的背影挡住哭泣的心

有些故事不必说给每个人听

许多眼睛看的太浅太近

错过我没被看见那个自己

用简单的言语解开超载的心

有些情绪是该说给懂的人听

你的热泪比我激动怜惜

我发誓要更努力更有勇气

时间可以磨去我的棱角

有些坚持却永远磨不掉...

some times, i wish i can be myself..

can hav the priority to plan my future, the route i wan to move forward,

without the stress given by your and without hesitating and worried so much.

The decision i made may be very tough and difficult for mi.

some times, i wish i have enough strenght n energy to be more brave n strong.

Is not going to be easy for mi, but still i wan to go the way i wan,

to pursue wad is right n good for myself

cos i know that your will not participate in my future !

But if i sucessed, my glory is not going to share by others outsider but my Family.

sianz....... SIANZ

2009-02-04T15:09:00.002+08:00

hey hey.. back to blog aft chinese牛year.... im so boring at office nw... sianz... tis new year is a superb boring year... n the year of rabbit is NOT GOOD at all... So eveyone.. pls look out n be careful..

Yup i cut my hair lah.. Jus chop off my fringe... never try it before... so when the hairstylist is cutting my fringe, i never close my eyes at all.. too afriad tat he will cut it too short.. so keep making comment.. Heez...

At first wasnt reali get use to it.. dunno whether does it sutis mi.. but aft some time... i got back good comments... so eventually im more comfortable wit it le.. hahah.. u noe.. huamns jus wanna to listen to good words.. wahaha...

Okay.. todae i got my comfirmation letter le.. i can start to apply my annual leave liao.. YES.. Hmmm being confirm, i dunno is a good thing ma.. wad a stupid question i asked... OFCOS good lah.. i never expected they comfirm 3weeks earlier..

my mind is thinking abt study.... still pending whether wanna to study or to work.. im olways like tat.. cant make up my mind of wad i wan.. but i noe my passion is not working in a office !!!

wad do u think ?!?!?!

happy new year...

2009-01-04T18:16:00.020+08:00

its year 2009... so fast.. n ofcos aft 2 wks is chinese new year.. hav u all predict how mani ang bao u can receive??? Haiz... the economic is BAD.. wad do u think!!!

Had start to shop for new year clothing n done my soft rebornding tgt wit Elaine.. but she does the reborn n mine soft reborn... jus did ytd... been thinkin whether to dye my hair ant... $$$$$ ! i still heaven buy my bag n heels to go wit my clothing.. T_T"'!

this is 1 of my new year clothes... :)

let picture do the toking >>>

my christmas present given by my company.. sooOo cute.. but i still prefer jin shan soon piglet.. but anyway.. THANK A MILLION !

Pizza Hut...

my drinks.. the name is Kiwi ... ...something.. forgot the name liao.. but got alero vera inside..quite nice...

Peperry Ribs Pasta... stated .. but i dun taste any SPICY at all.. n Pls.. if u go pizza hut.. dun order tis pasta.. onli small nice but not nice to eat at all.. i took a long time to finish it..

ytd... Heeren Waraku Resturant

Recommanded: Spicy Prawn Carbonara

Soda Cream.. Taste of soda, winter melon n villina ice-cream.. not bad...

Elaine's drink.. Mix fruit juice wit whip cream

Nice fresh tasty prawn.. :)

Big Ice cream.. Yummy !!! wahahahah....

she pok my head !!!

tats all for the day... sianz.. tml hav to work again....

Aliyos

IP MAN

2008-12-22T17:07:00.009+08:00

Ytd i wen to watch Ip Man... tumb up... 1word.. GOOD... :D

5 full popcorn for tis shown...

i reali like Donnie Yen alot.. his action inside the movie is so fast n good... n least but not least.. he is handsome... heez.. but old liao..

Those hw had not watch it shuld go.. :D

wad i wan... New image

2008-12-18T12:31:00.009+08:00

im at my office nw.. nothing to do.. having my lunch n bl0g at the same time.. eating Horfun... walao.. they add damn alot of MSG lor.. like dun need money like tat... i was browsing thru ... N... i found something i wanna to buy...

Take a Look >>>

Silver

Pink

Canon IXUS 80IS

i wan to but tis camera... but no idea wads the price yet.. heaven get the chance to chaeck out the price.. 8 mega pixels... izzit good enough liao ?? cos theres one 10 mega pixels de.. i think it shuld be the lastest wan.. but the price oso the "lastest " wan.. lol.. not cheap huh.. hahaha...

Theres alot of things i wanna to do n buy oso.. but my money got limit lah.. cant be possible spending all away.. T_T"'!

My Listing :

Camera

Reborning & cut my hair

New year clothing

New Handphone (Samsung Touch screen) or (Nokia N85)

Sandal/shoes

And last but not least ... ...

Save up for my Taiwan trip

Omg... soOoo mani things i wan... hw i wish all tis appear right infront of mi when i wake up in the morning next dae.. wahaha..

Been thinkin wad hairstyle to cut... Elaine ask mi dun reborn my hair.. make some changes.. Japanese Perm... actually im afraid to try.. later not suits mi.. i gonna reborn again.. waste money lah.. Sooo.. which shuld i choose ? ? ?

Hmmmm... some how.. i still prefer straight hairstyle.. wad do u think ?!?!?

time to back to work... aliyos :D

lets countdown.. Huurrray

2008-12-17T22:40:00.002+08:00

HoohoooHooo... Jingle bell jingle bell jingel all the way... let's countdown for Christmas !! but due to the economic.. the christmas atmosphere like wasnt reali tat good.. but still.... hope for the best :'D

ofcos oso not forgetting . . .

Welcome Year

2009

lets start counting down....

my 612星球

2008-12-17T21:29:00.003+08:00

滿園玫瑰我以為找到我那一朵　認真愛了卻狠狠刺傷我的雙手

責備什麼人也沒有用玫瑰都紅難免看錯...

望著天空愛是否活在童話裏頭... 小王子說有些事流浪過才會懂　　

原來每顆心都有個洞找不到真愛會一直寂寞...

我但願有一個人在等我在屬於我的612星球... 　　好讓我忍著痛也願意往下走不快樂至少要有夢 !

一定會有一個人在等我無條件擁抱著我的所有...　　相遇前我還要翻越多少山丘花別謝太快請你等等我...

擦乾眼淚一個人漂流在這宇宙小王子說愛一定開在某個角落... 路上相愛的人那麼多
我會幸福嗎 ? 在什麼時候 ? 一定會有一個人在等我無條件擁抱著我的所有 . . . . !

........

2008-12-13T23:06:00.010+08:00

chewing my tidbits n blogging at the same time.. wad shuld i blog abt ?!?!

Okay... Christmas is round the corner.. n my pocket left wit nothing but a big whole... no doubts !!! cos for the pass 2 weeks.. im sick.. jus by seeing doctors, my wallet is empty liao... Western doctor n chinese sin seh... Wad a good combination huh.. n yet im chewing tidbits nw!!! LOL

i hav been chasing tis show every night... The Little Nyonya... i think it is reali berli nice... the story base is good..

some of their nyonya clothes reali look nice..

YUP.. i oso like 1 of the korean show...

赤子之心
New Heart

Set in a Korean hospital, this drama serial revolves round a medical professor and two new interns. Under Professor Cui, young graduate Lee En Chen and top medical student Nan Huizhi learn and succeed in becoming great doctors.

i reali admire their determination of saving pple lives n their passion for the job.. esp the male role Lee En Chen..

Hw i wish i oso hav the determination tat they had.. but im jus a indecisive person.. which dunno wad to do..!!!

im i goin to be like tis... shall i jus admit tis is my life.. or is jus tat i dun dare to acheive for more.. jus becos im afraid of tough or wad.. Tis pass 1 mth..

i hav been thinkin of further my studies.. to work n studies at the same time.. but i jus can't make up my mind.. cos i do not hav the money to pursue for it...

Checkin up on MDIS.. im eligible for it.. but the entire course fees is S$40,000... not S$4ooo...

do u think i hav the courage to take up... i go whr find money for it.. loan wit bank??? haiz..

knows wad talk the loudest in tis world ??

MONEY

NO MONEY = NOTHING!!

soft hearted shit...

2008-11-15T23:22:00.004+08:00

Agnes = useless...

Agnes = soft hearted shit...

你果然，真的，有够天真啊！

life transformer

2008-11-10T21:07:00.005+08:00

Life Transformers... tis show is reali berli touching.. in our life we often use to complain alot of things.. olways not satisfied wit the things we had.. olways complain life is bad.. but the more we wan the more we forgot tat actually some pple out there, they need help more than we do..

Alot of things... we might think is cheap.. is easy to get or to buy.. but for some pple out there they mayb jus cant afford to buy or to hav it easily...

We olways sae mediacrop do charity show.. oso dunno is for real anot.. saw those mediacrop artist cry or help out the charity show.. will think whether is real or they act wan... i do hav the tot oso...

But aft seein the show.. Quan Yi Fong 权怡凤 , Christopher Lee 李铭顺.. they reali help out every family usin their manpower.. n not by using mouth sae sae onli..

Every epsiode, i saw those family they reali need help frm others.. cos even they put in all their effort, theres still alot of things tat they cant do by themselves.. Frm the show i reali learn alot.. Especially must learn to be satisfied 知足..

我们常常想要拥有很多，要求也很多。可是就是因为实常都在要求和抱怨我们往往忘记那意仪和为什么那么执着。也许人真的很难知足吧。。。拥有的越多就越难知足！

AIDS AWARENESS RIBBON

请不要以有色眼观对待爱之病患者！

Pls support those pple who is suffering frm Aids.. they are just like we normal pple.. they oso can do things tat normal pple is doin..

Aids will not spread thur by sharing of food or drinks. it will oso not spread thru by normal conversation.

Aids onli will spread thur by constantly changing of sex partner. SO... Be devotion to ur sex partner.. Stay on to 1...

Pls do ur part...

说好的幸福呢?

2008-11-09T23:51:00.002+08:00

你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽

甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢

而你断断续续唱着歌

假装没事了

时间过了走了爱情面临选择

你冷了　倦了　我哭了

离开时的不快乐

你用卡片手写着

有些爱只给到这　真的痛了

怎么了　你累了说好的　幸福呢

我懂了　不说了爱淡了　梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着你再不

舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻

我都还记得

你不等了说好的　幸福呢

我错了　泪干了放手了　后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着

要怎么停呢

怎么了　你累了说好的　幸福呢

我懂了　不说了爱淡了　梦远了　我都还记得

fly away ... ... ... ..

2008-11-09T22:57:00.012+08:00

ytd went to town... shop for awhile.. while Elaine do her facial... than she came and meet mi.. i saw a Guess wallet which i think i kinda like it... but dun intend to buy first.. cos some how i can predict tat the price will drop.. see how then.. :)

i felt tat i had not buy any clothing.. Uhm.. so ytd i bought a berli unique T-shirt but it can oso be a dress.. Hmmm.. dunno hw to describe.. mayb i will take photo wen i wear it..

i oso bought Casio watch.. cos GOT PPLE sae my previous watch is ABIT childish n is digital some more... shuld buy a watch which is MORE CLASS n ABIT mature kind.. n oso learn to see analog watch..

So ytd i bought an ANALOG watch instead of DIGITAL.. beside tat.. cos i felt tat olreadi 21 liao.. so feel like buy stainless steel watch than wearing plastic watch..

i bought JAY lastest album oso.. nice nice.. those hav not listen to it.. shuld go n listen.. hahah..

his album total of 11 songs.. i like 1 song.. name is 说好的幸福呢.. i became EMO shit every time i listen to it.. mayb is the lyrics berli meaningful..

can guess which is my leg?? lol.. is tis busy world.. busy life.. shuld learn to relax.. the feelin is so good to put ur legs into the water.. facing the sun set taking abt the pass memories..

我只想要往前飞能飞多远也无所谓我讨厌在这里徘徊我厌倦我流眼泪... 只管闭上眼往前追若错过太多就有所谓我害怕了后悔那种遗憾的滋味... 放开那些事与愿违放开那些是是非非转过身已走远...
　
请留住我的美忘掉那些曾经依偎忘掉那些温柔相随回过头已终结只能给自己一个你曾给的安慰我只想要往前飞能飞多远也无所谓 ~

suay like nobody business

2008-11-07T15:48:00.002+08:00

Okay... aft so looong im back to blog... Hmmmmm....

ALOT OF THINGS HAPPENED... .... ..... .....

whr shuld i start sayin it... okay.. start wit Tokuyama... unbelievably i had terminate my work wit them... PLS DUN BE SURPRISED cos i oso never tot tat tis will happen...

Is not tat i dun like the job.. is tat the environment jus dun suits mi.. and i sae dun suits mi is oso not tat the pple there are not good..

my first week workin there... the work is okay.. but my skin/body starts to grow rashes... wen i go out wit elaine.. she was so stan to see my rashes... she advise mi to temporarily stop workin.. n ask mi to find out wads the problem...

i told her i suspect was the sample, the clean suit and safety shoes tat the company provided for mi is not clean... becos they din not giv mi a brand new wan... i took back frm the previous person who works there.. T_T""""

SOOOOO.... i wen to see a doctor.. the doctor cant diagnose tat wad im allergy to... cos im not allergy to seafood nor any medicine... so she ask mi to go back to work n observe whether the rashes is getin worse.. she onli prescribe mi some pills..

So my second week back to work... indeed my rashes got worse than b4.. n i can berli sure and comfirm tat the main problem is the clean suit i wear.. they dun wash the suits.. cos they jus hang it inside the cabinet.. for abt 2 to 3weeks than they send for laundry... OMG

So i wen back to see the doctor.. n she oso agree tat is gettin worse.. so she oso advise mi to change a job.. cos the environment dun suits mi.. she gave mi a jab on my backside.. painful can.. *tears* ... so i end my work wit Tokuyama...

Others pple dun hav the problem... onli mi.. why???? i jus felt tat im superb suay like nobody business like tat.... WHY is mi... mayb my skin is reali berli sensitive...

Aft tis incident.. i dun intend to find back jobs workin wit chemicals.. or labs olreadi... yea.. is abit wasted..

MAYB temporarily i work as admin assistant.. than to think whether i shuld find back the job related to my studies..

THANKS GOD ! i had found a job wit the superb bad enconomic nw... *sweat* ... the whole incident.. i felt the most happy part is tat my familys, they never blame mi or sae anything.. esp my youngest uncle.. i came to realise tat he had change his attitude and character betta... :)

i reali hope tis time round... ... ... ... ... i can stay on wit tis job... i reali felt berli tiring changing jobs.. i dun like the process of changing jobs... so which ever GOD... .... .... ... pls bless mi or bopi mi... i think i hav go thur quite alot olreadi .. .. ... ... ...

The real goodbye...

2008-10-11T20:57:00.003+08:00

ytd is my last day in Ndc.. wad to sae.. Hmmmm.. after all still thanks them for guiding mi so much.. Thanks to Yati, Toni & the rest for the gift u all bought for mi.. i reali din expected tat u all will buy something for mi.. heex.. Appreciate alot.. :)

they bought mi a bag frm Charles & Keith... is a nice bag hav to sae.. Ermmm.. din took a pic of the bag.. wen i took a pic of it than i will post up again...

Monday will be starting work in the new place new company.. hav to start everything frm the scratch again.. knowing new pple n new environment.. Hopefully i will get to expreience the real working life as a Lab Analyst..

Mayb tis is the process of life tat i will be goin thru mani things.. meet diff pple.. noes wads a real workin world or real adult world is..

Tis is wad i think.. u came into tis world.. wad ever u do.. u jus hav to be responsible for urself.. for the things u do for the words u sae for the decision u make.. if u were to take every word seriously.. life will be berli tiring..

As long as u do nt do something break the law or to harm pple.. jus dun bother wad pple sae or bother abt the remarks/comments other pple giv.. everyone in the world the first thing they reali all concern is either family if not is themselve..

Pple olways sae.. dun think abt others but think of urself first.. if u cant even survive hw u goin to care abt others.. but diff pple hav diff thinking.. cant be understanding every pple thinking in tis world.. but tat is oso the purpose u hav to explore it urself...

i jus wish i still hav the strenght to move on to motivate myself.. to explore hw my future will be like.. 加油! 冲冲冲!

Zheng Yuan Chang... love love love...

2008-10-04T23:11:00.004+08:00

鄭元暢

Yup yup... is him.... Handsome handsome... DUN SAY HE IS A GAY... HE IS NOT... NOT NOT NOT A GAY... he is jus a soft and gentle guy.. He like normal girls too.. SO stop sayin him is a gay can.. !!!! Demand.. lol..

He is jus so handsome n neat lookin guy whr u cant remove the eyes sight away frm him.. he is too attractive.. But wen he was in his age of 18~19~ or 20.. He does not look like tis... was a veri veri veri normal guy.. wit spec n botak.. tat u wun notice him in the street tat kind..

But look at him nw.. SO HANDSOME.. u wun believe.. so conclusion is 佛靠金装人靠衣装... evryone has to dress up to look nice...

Todae wen for facial appt.. than mi n elaine wen to cineleisure to watch movie again.. we watch 画皮 (Painted Skin).. quite nice.. but they change the story.. wasnt reali the same as the true story of liao zai..

okkiiieee... tats all for todae.. wan to watch 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 liao... aliyos.. nite nite..

Connected ! pls dun hang up the phone..

2008-10-01T20:46:00.008+08:00

Connected !

我求你！请继续保持通话。。。don't hang up the phone!

Today nearly evening time meet up wit Elaine.. wen to watch movie.. Actually wanna to watch Painted Skin 画皮 but the time slot is at 9.15pm.. Booo... no choice.. cos next day hav to work.. so din watch it.. we change to watch Connected...

At first we tot it will not be nice.. but aft watching it.. Kinda nice.. surprisingly 大S actually act quite well.. worth watching... Louis Koo.. so handsome..

Aft movie.. we wen to see perfume... actually is i wanna to buy perfume.. so elaine acc mi go see... Hmmmm.. dunno which one to buy oso.. in my mind got 3 brand.. 1st is Davidoff.. 2nd is Incanto Heaven.. n 3rd is Victoria's Secret..

culdn't find the perfume image for Victoria's Secret.. but all frangrance is nice.. which one to buy??? theres so much things to buy.. beside perfume.. i still wanna to buy MAC foundation... n not forgetting clothing.. seem like berli long never shop for clothing liao.. WOW...

As for my facial.. heez.. had done the actual first section.. Hmmmm.. my face has got improvement.. still got 4 more to go... hopefully by than my face will look betta.. heez..

我又何苦在乎的得不到的溫柔

Resignation.... BYE NDC........

2008-09-29T20:51:00.002+08:00

Back to blog... Tis whole week has been a berli undeceive week for mi.. and btw.. since wen im deceive ?!? okay wadever.. lol... I finally make up my decision and last week i officially tender up my resignation to NDC...

my last dae will be 10/10/2008.. Yup.. i jus giv them 2 weeks notice.. n they will deduced away my 2weeks pay.. no idea hw much is it.. BYE NDC... tis pollitical place..

u sure hav no idea wad kind of place it is... BUT overall.. i hav to thanks them for giving mi extra knowledge n teach mi so mani things.. The comin up company im joining.. is a Japanese company.. n they r quite generous..

The company name is Tokuyama Electrons Chemical Pte Ltd.. will be workin in laboratory but is inside the clean room.. Looking forward to it.. Hopefully tis time round i wun be too disappointed.. I REALI HOPE SO..

im so aimless.. i totally had no idea of wad i wan to do... wad i wan to acheive.. wads my target.. m i goin to work as a laboratory analyst for my entire life... or im goin to do other things ??? or i shuld save up my money to further my studies.. or wad.....!

Hw long im i goin to be aimless?? some times i was thinking if onli... jus go for a simple life... go the route like most pple is goin thru.. jus be a normal girl..

a simple girl tat wish to met her Mr Right.. who deserve to be care n concern.. to be love.. to hav someone accompany.. to hav good friends ard when ever it is.. to hav alot of precious moments n memories.. no matter the good wan or bad wan.. To do things tat come across the mind wit no regrets.. but jus enjoying the process... .... .... ....

simple life.. but live wit sparks..

u got the whole in ur hands...

FACIAL IS SO PAINFUL......

2008-09-21T21:21:00.005+08:00

Ytd wen out wit elaine... go to orchard... shop ard... had our later lunch... we had pasta but not at pasta mania.. we found some where, where the pasta is much nicer than pasta mania...

Aft shop ard.. we wen Tangs... we wen to MAC to see their cosmetic... Hmmmm... elaine bought the foudation... the foundation is good.. can be comparable wit Bobbi Brown... as u noe Bobbi Brown foundation is veri good...

But i din bought anything.. i wanna to buy MAC foundation too.. but b4 i buy i decided to get my face treated first...

SO.... ...... ..... ....... ......... ........

Today........ ......... ........... ........ .......

i wen to New York Skin Solutions... elaine has accompany mi there... aft the consultant had told us brieftly wad kind of treatment we need.. we decided to go for a trial first...

tis is first time i decided to walk in n accept treatment.. IS SUPERB PAINFUL... VERI PAINFUL.... wen they actually poking n squeezing on ur face... anw.. my most main problem is Acne... so had to bear wit it... but in between my tears jus flow down frm my eyes... i buay tahan olreadi...

Aft the trial... both of us sign up the package.. 5 treatment, $300.. n they guarantee the 5 treatment.... our face will improve... i reali hope by the time of 5 treatment.. those ance in my face will be disappeared... *pray* but i dun like the consultant tat do the treatment for mi.. cos mi n elaine seriously think tat she got ATTITUDE PROBLEM !!!

Another day has jus passed away like tat... HAIZ.. tml hav to work again... can i deserve a betta life ???

每一次
都在徘徊孤单中坚强 ~
每一次
就算很受伤
也不闪泪光
我知道
我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞
飞过绝望~

不去想
他们拥有美丽的太阳
我看见
每天的夕阳
也会有变化
我知道
我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞
~给我希望

隐形的翅膀
让梦恒久比天长
留一个
愿望
让自己想象 ~

我要一个隐形的翅膀可以带我飞翔..... .... 不去想

Work again.....

2008-09-15T15:03:00.005+08:00

Todae is my last dae of MC... TOMORROW hav to work again... ... ... ... SIANZ.. Working life is so sucks... but wad to do.. tis is LIFe.. Its time to get back to work b4 i turn lazy... hav been resting loooooong enough..

Has been receiving msg frm my work place fren keep askin mi wen i will be back to work... they said w/o mi there is so booooring... whahaha.. *shy* sia..

Anw, i think i wun be satying at NDC for long time.. hav start looking for job @ laboratory... cos i din wanna to waste my cert.. been sending out few resume.. hope to get reply..

Wen out wit blur sotong... i think last week(if im not wrong)... we had ice cream in RAINY DAY.... we mus be crazy... but was shiok.. shuld try.. n u will see smoke comin out of ur mouth.. heez.. Overall... the ice cream taste nice..

tis pic is taken b4 i wen for my wisdom tooth surgery..

Argghhh... dunno i shuld sae im regret to make the decision to extract my wisdom tooth.. COS... IM IN SO MUCH PAIN !!!!!!! but luckly tis kind of pain jus hav to go thru ONCE n for all..

Happen to saw something which i cant believe... shuld i sae is ridiculous... Or.................... its jus something so stupidly tat makes mi feel like im a dumb ass n feel so pissed off... but the pissed off part din last berli long..

Jus feel tat im so foolish n stupid... mayb theres more words to describe my foolishness ... But im jus an dumb ass....

i olways heard my surrounding pple said... in some situation wen u're facing some problem / pple or relationship.. u will turn stupid than u usually is... u cant think whether at tat moment of time is right or wrong.. u onli see wad u see... believe wad u believe...

No matter wad outsider told u.. u jus turn off.. but in the end.. u will happen to realize.. actually outsider see much more clearer than u do.. But wadever it is.. IS ALL OVER...

Hoping for a betta life in eac dae.....

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it

I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted

I fell right through the cracks,

now I'm tryin to get back before the cool done run out

I'll be givin it my best test and nothin's gonna stop me

but divine intervention I reckon it's again

my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more ~~

it cannot wait ... ... ...

I'm yours ~

But I won't hesitate... ... ... .. no more, no more ~~

PAIN~~~ T_T"""

2008-09-11T16:49:00.011+08:00

OKay... back back back.. to update... so whr shuld i start frm... Hmmmm... let mi think.. ... ... its the fourth day of my mc... pass few days reali din hav the mood to even switch on my com.. n tis stupid com was spoiled last week.. send for repair..

anw.... im back frm my surgery.. 1 word.. PAIN.. no other words i can describe it... lucky i choose to go to slp... if not i dunno whether i can make it if im awake..

i was totally so afraid.. n i was the second person to go in... n i was alone.. At tat moment, wen i was inside the room waiting for my name to be called n get ready for the op... i was thinkin.. if theres someone here to accompany mi to wait.. talk to mi.. comforting mi.. tel mi not to be afraid..

If onli theres someone there to accompany mi... ..... .... ....

wen my name is called.. i was totally so shock.. n i ask.. Huh.. so fast my turn... i can feel tat i was shivering.. than they ask mi to go up to the bed.. i saw the operating lights right above my head tat we onli use to see inside the tv or drama.. the anesthesia was talking to mi.. than they place the breathing mask on my face.. Not awhile i think i fall aslp liao... i din even noe wen i fall aslp...

Wen they call mi to wake up.. the surgery was done.. the whole surgery took abt 1 n 1/2 hr... aft tat i feel pain immediately... i the first i ask for is pain killer.. my whole mouth is so sore, swollen n pain...

wasnt had any appetite... been eatin porridge.. n i culdnt bite... hav to swallow it down.. i swear.. i will not go thru tis kind of pain anymore...... NEVER....

tis is my room... whr i wait inside... no diff as the ward in hospital rite.. theres tv somemore...

listening to my mp4... so boring..

my new mp4 i bought frm the comex fair... (front) still dunno hw to drag video in... anione can teach?

the back....

my tag....

so painful wen they poke the needle into my vein...

didn't take any pic of my swollen face... lol.. actually oso not much swollen.. cos the doctor who did the op for mi has done a good job... thks to him...

Ytd my aunt some to my hse... she bring along her new bought dog to let mi see... she jus 2 month old onli.. sooooo cute.. i wanna to buy one too...

His name is Vin vin... he is slping... baby like to slp alot...

Todae i manage to eat rice... hope it will recover quickly... pain~

RETRO FEVER

2008-08-24T00:29:00.027+08:00

NDC RETRO FEVER 2008 !!!

Tonite was an crazy nite @ Amara Hotel... Wad a retro fever we had... Some of our centre staff reali dress up berli berli retro... Admire their braveness.. Hmmm.. the dinner was fine.. food ok ok.. Atmosphere high... My table.. boring pple... ( if they read it... im dead!) hahah...

But who cares... i can 100% guarantee they wun visit my blog.. cos most of it is auntie liao... they r my level Coordinator.. staff nurse... reali sian sitting wit them.. cos NOTHING to tok abt... Lucky theres Toni wit mi.. :)

Pictures times....

My dress for the theme... :)

Awaiting to perm my hair...

Perming started.. e whole idea is to perm my hair n tie into a pony tail.. so wun look so mature.. lol...

Fizah.. mi & yati...

Mi & toni....

mi & Dr Png... She so sexy wit her super striking pinking stocking... wewe...

we took wit Dr Shawn n his wife Dr Nat...

Dr Wong, mi & Dr Andy.. Dr Andy was so so sporty.. see the outfit he wear.. super retro... lol

Alma & mi...

Dr RAymond n Dr Lye.. my OMS doctor @ lvl 2... :)

Dr Yang.. Dental Officer :)

Tis Dr Wee.. So happy to took pictures wit him.. :) olmost miss out the opportunity to take pics wit him.. haha.. ( he jus simply reminds mi of 1 person)

taken in the hotel toilet.. lol... the toilet was HUGE.. haha..

Finally Home Sweet Home.. tis is hw my hair look like when i put it down.. look so mature.. NO SUITABLE..

i think straight hair suit my e best..

Overall comments by them was... WOW.. u look so cute wit ur dress.. T_T"" lucky they say cute instead of mature.. wahahaha... anw. was an fulfill nite.. havin lots of fun wit most of the doctors... Nxt thing to cum is my op.. 8 Aug..

Actually im afraid.. but hope evry thing turns out fine... good luck.. *pray*

p.s: see u in my dreams ~

Tired nite..
Aliyos~
sWeet dReamz

worray singapore!!!!

2008-08-15T21:21:00.002+08:00

Congraduation Team Singapore !!! Feng Tian Wei played a well game.. Hopefully she will able to win a gold medal for singapore.. but china is a strong team.. but atleast there still a silver.. oso good ma.. LOL

Todae had a MC.. so reach home in the morning.. cos suspected sore eyes.. so wen to staff clinic to see doctor.. but the doctor oso din realli sae is sore eyes.. but sae betta rest at home.. My first MC aft im a confirm..

Oh ya.. i had oso finally make up my decision liao.. i hav book under General Anesthesia for extraction of my wisdom tooth on 8th Sep.. im goin to take out all 4.. My doctor sae wasn't easy cos my lower one is kinda deep n is overlapping my nerve.. BUT i still hope everything will go smoothly.. Honsetly... im afraid.. :(

Nxt week is NDC d&d.. theme.. retro.. i still din think of wad to wear oso.. actually never go de.. but ytd my doctor keep askin mi to go.. cos he was the organizer .. No choice so jus accept it.. think tml im goin to shop for cloth le... Hopefully can find something..

Goin to watch 12 lotus wit my uncle n grandma on sun @ Amk hub... oso dunno nice ma.. but the purpose is to bring my grandma out.. n see shows tat she understand..

kkk... tired le.. Aliyos

to be continue....

soulmate

2008-08-09T21:50:00.006+08:00

❤

Incompatible, it don't matter though

'cos someone's bound to hear my cry

Speak out if you do

You're not easy to find

is it possible Mr. Loveable

Is already in my life?

Right in front of me

Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end

How do I find the perfect fit

There's enough for everyone

But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory

They're all good but not the permanent one

❤

❤ hav u found ur soulmate?

is it possible Mr. LoveableIs ?!?

changes olways is the painful process!

2008-08-09T20:31:00.014+08:00

HAPPY BDAY SINGAPORE!

Todae is national day.. as usual nothing realli special. but i was thinkin.. can the government invent a cannon tat can shoot the fire works high enough, so those pple tat lives in north south east west can see.. u noe.. not everyone is so HENG got the ticket can be at the stadium... lol

Last week suppose to blog but than lazy.. so todae i blog here.. Last week mi elaine diana n flora.. we wen to eat New York New York.. FINALLY huh.. hahah.. but than flora came in in the later part..

tis is Root beer ice cream float.. eac of us order one.. kinda nice..

tis is diana's meals

tis is elaine's meal.. veri fishy.. i mean the taste ! :(

Lastly, tis is mine.. veri porky.. lols.. the name is kinda cute.. call jizzy piggy.. if i never rmb wrongly.. lol..

whrs diana??? hahaha.. she is inside the toilet rescuing the fire .. whahahaha..

Friendship is so precious! mus cherish.. :)

im thinkin of changing jobs le.. start findin liao... not bcos the job is tough.. is jus the pay is sucks.. n alot of political thingy oso.. is tis the real workin life.. all the pple is so political which cant be seen by naked eyes.. tis call life ! but honestly im kinda unbearable to leave tis place.. cos some of the pple there is reali nice.. even some of the doctors too.. but life hav to move on.. Emotion cant giv mi money rite..

p.s: life is like a gamble, as long as you hav a token wit u.. theres olways a chance to win!

Happy bdae to flora

2008-08-03T00:41:00.015+08:00

BACK...... frm Flora hse !

Yup.. Todae she celebrate her advance 21st bday.. So we wen to her hse for e celebration.. she held buffet at her hse..

But b4 goin to her hse.. mi n elaine wen to orchard to collect her present.. aft tat meetin Diana n go tgt.. as for Huiming & Michelle.. they wasn't able to turn up.. think due to something on i think.. but nonetheless.. it was quite a fulfill dae..

As usual, once we gather tgt.. we hav lots of things to gossip abt.. wahahaha... we took alots of pics too..

She is the 主角 for the dae..

The present mi & elaine bought for her.. can be eaten de.. Is frm Amos famous cookie..

wow.. my hair bcome longer within a dae.. find out the trick.. lol :)

was kinda tired todae.. is not bcos went to Flora bday celebration.. is bcos ytd i slept at 6am which is todae morning.. WHY?? bcos i chiong my vcd.. hahaha.. can't be help la.. the show is jus so nice n touching

RECOMMENDATION ....

IS BERLI NICE.. hav to watch.. they hav the best 收视录 in taiwan.. :) awaiting for the part 3 to come.. heex..

Tml is meetin Elaine.. we r goin to eat New York New York.. think Diana n Flora is joining us too.. hopefully.. :) tat's all for todae.. Aliyos~

p.s: 想念是会呼吸的通~
Goodbye my almost lover..

Back.. HAPPY NURSES DAY

2008-08-01T20:25:00.013+08:00

HAPPY NURSES DAY !

Hey hey... back to blog.. wOOOOwwww wad a busy week man.. but was kinda fulfill hav to sae... bcos........ tis week we celebrate HAPPY NURSES DAY!!!! soOOoo frm Wed onwards we hav been receiving alot of things/food frm all the doctors n NDC... so basically the three daes i hav save alot $$$ on my lunch.. LOL

Hav to admit tat National Dental Centre is rich.. they realli giv us alot of things.. N not left out the doctors.. they are EVEN RICHER... wahahahaha...

They order for us Pizza.. Coffee Bean Cake.. 3kg (x2).. Flowers for all the nurses... wow.. all add up is alot of money can..

The doctors even sponsor gift in the lucky draw... OMG.. noe wad they sponsor.. DVD player.. porterable DVD player... ipod 4g mp3.. 1g samsung mp3.. Hi5..

All the things they sponsor is soooooOOoo expensive n is good brand man.. unfortunately... i din get anithing.. wahaha.. but is dosen't reali matters.. cos wads important is the token of appreciation on all the effort the doctor has done for us..

Let the pictures do the tokin nw...

they all none than others.. but our doctor.. they dress up jus for us.. the nurses.. so funni wen they walk out of the dressing room.. btw.. our D&D theme is RETRO ! lol.. so u all now noe why they dress tis way.. :)

they do candy floss for us.. FOC.. btw.. theres popcorn oso.. jus bside.. :)

tis is the Chocolate strawberry cakes frm Coffee Bean.. 3kg.. our lvl we hav 2 of the cakes.. yummy.. e cakes was reali nice..

the roses for us too.. :)

wad a reali fulfill week.. hw sweet of all the doctors.. Thks for all e things tat u all hav done for us... appreciate .. Appreciate .. APPRECIATE !!!

life is olways not enough!

2008-07-20T16:30:00.016+08:00

7 July 2008 ❤

wen to Tan Tock Seng A&E... cos of the blur vision of my eyes... tho was jus simply eyes infection only... but than is was not... Aft the doctor diagnose out the conclusion was.... theres a HOLE in my cornea (right eyes) n oso partly due to eyes infections theres some particles inside so tats the reason im olways seein blur vision..

He WARNED mi.. DO NOT WEAR contact lens for the time being if i still wan my vision or less i can go blind... i dun understand.. why is it olways happen in my right eyes.. OLWAYS.. but i wanna sae.. Guys... if u r not sick till berli badly.. try not to go A&E.. cos is a BOMB... in total i spent abt $120 can.. included medication...

Last time go A&E.. u jus need to pay for the registration of $80 than wen u take ur medication dun hav to pay animore... NW.. no more le.. u hav to pay $85 for registration n ur medication is another payment.. WTH.. the governments is earning like shit can..

19 July 2008 ❤

Ytd wen to bugis wit elaine... yup.. she change her shift le.. to Sat n sun off.. we wen to pray at the temple n continue our window shopping... but b4 we go to the temple.. we realize 林宥嘉 & 刘力扬 is at bugis oso... im so excited to see Yoga lor.. can listen to him sing live.. so happy... both of them is good singing live... If u all still heaven listen to their songs.. shuld go n listen.. Nice.. btw.. 刘力扬 is the wan sing Tiamo wit 飞沦海 de...

Yoga

❤

Yoga n 刘力扬 sing 传说

❤

Aft listen to their singing.. mi n elaine continue our window shopping... dunno izzit im too mountain tortist le or wad... i happen to realize the basement of parco changed so much... theres so mani nice food n new food stall... Hmmm.. nxt time im goin there for food hut le.. lol..

wen is the last time both of us took photo? we shuld take more photo nxt time wen i r out again.. :)

❤

I still prefer to wear contact lens wen goin out.. cos i think look nicer.. T_T""

p.s: Goodbye my almost lover... Goodbye my hopeless dream.. I'm trying not to think about you... Can't you just let me be? So long my luckless romance.... My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartbreak...

tired tired tired...................................

2008-07-12T20:29:00.019+08:00

okay.. back to blog.. todae help out my grandma to do hse work.. SHAG... sweep n mop the floor N wash the whole kitchen.. Last changing of all bedsheet... soooo tired... tis week nothing special... but theres one thing happen tat leave mi a deep impression.. LOL.. is while i was workin.. for the first time i had assist my doctor to extract so main teeth at one shot... hahahah...Yea.. u noe hw much teeth we extract for the patient?

we totally extract 18 teeth at one time... WOWOWWWWWWWWW.... yea.. u din see wrongly.. is 18 teeth.. cos the patient is a cancer patient.. so b4 he when to his chemotherapy, he has to extract all his death n unhealth tooth... cos aft chemotherapy.. his mouth will be berli dry n will hav alot of ulcers... SO he wun be able to brush his teeth...

AND.. tat is why we r there to help him... lol.. everydae has been dragging myself to work man... has been wondering why is e nite so short... jus wen into dreamland n the alarm started ranging.... haiz... but theres no doubt.. cos i feel kinda happy... cos the day passes berli fast... whahahaha...

TODAE is a bad dae.. noe why.. i bought my phone for repair !!!! is at bishan... yea.. i jus bought not long ago nia... sot sot liao.. but than lucky isn't a big prob... jus wen to upgrade the version cos the previous version abit hang.. BUT prob is nw soft.. but i waited 2hrs.. so while waiting.. i shop ard...

heex.... i'm sooooooo surprise can... i can wear top w/o sleeve... OMG... i bought an SLEEVELESS top... whahahaha... n which i wear liao i dun look fat n fit nice.. tat means i hav SLIM DOWN.... but i think not reali slim down alot.. but i still feel so happy... yuppie.. wahahahhhhh...

i like my phone camera.. the colour is so nice n clear comparing to N73.. :)

坚强的理由只是自己骗自己说什么都多余付出的一切值不值得一颗心属于一个人

在爱情里什么算公平? 爱的深也伤的深是不是罪灭了自己

一颗心属于我自己爱情里找不到公平

而当你最后选择了逃避我学会不公平......

immma sick........

2008-07-06T01:02:00.005+08:00

Imma sick... damn it... havin bad flu n sore throat... is olways the same old sickness... worse tat is my doctor pass the virus to mi... T_T... feel like my body is so weak.. so easily kana attacked by virus.. wadever... todae i'm feelin much betta..

i think there's some dog n cat fight in my blog.... n geylang is mention in the conversation too.. anione can tel mi wads goin on? lol..

i reali think tat... izzit all the guys nowadays is so so so damn thick skin to ask pple to be fren wit them n sae will not REGRET.. ( u noe who u r ) ... n worse cum to worse.. i din even noe who is tis person.. but the prob is HE still wuld reply... funni..

instead of saeing u thick skin.. i shuld change to bhb... sorry if tis description is too hurtful.. i might consider to be fren wit u but noe wad.. first impression is olways berli important.. the way u put ur words is jus like a flirtatious guys n jus noe to sweet talk..

n i surposely to believe... u sae it to every of the gals u wanna make fren wit.. rite .. anw... thks to tis Nameless to speak out.. but i oso dunno who is tis person too. BUT BUT BUT... pls dun fight in my blog.. conversation is welcum but not argument.. THANKS A MILLION... :)

i think i'm goin to extract my wisdom tooth soon.. total theres 4 of it.. i was thinkin if i wanna to extract.. i will do in one all shot.. save the trouble instead of takin 2 by 2... but i'm still considering of choosing which anesthesia.. one is local anesthesia n general anesthesia..

local anesthesia which is when the doctor is doin the extraction u're awake n noe the whole procedure n wun feel ani pain but will feel the pressure when the doctor is pulling n drilling..

Next is general anesthesia.. which is put to slp.. n u dunno wads goin on.. but put to slp theres a risk of unable to wake up.. in coma.. which is on 0.005% of happening.. but wad if i'm the suay wan hw... (touch wood touch wood) .. Haiya.. which one to choose huh ???

anw, is the month of july... finally.. aft tis month is over.. tats means my probation is over too.. can be a confirmation staff le.. wahahahahah.. n there an increasment of pay too.. so lookin forward of the arrival of Aug.. LOL.. but Aug is oso the hungry ghost festival.. T_T"" the scary month.. hahaha... be careful wen u go out.. !!!

p.s: i hav learnt not to expect but to appreciate.. i appreciate the things n memories once we had.. but i dun expect the outcome tat i olways been waiting.. i hav learn every time i bleed ❤

2008-06-28T21:44:00.003+08:00

OoooOOoohhhhhhhhh... tis month i hav a big BIG hole in my pocket liao.... *sweat* yuppy.. i bought new phone n make a pair of new spec.. Sony Ericsson W760i ... is a walkman phone.. whahahaha... never regret buyin it although is not a 3G phone.. but it will not lose to it..

Camera oso 3.2mgp.. is same as my previous N73 but noe wad... the pixels n colour definitely betta than N73.. at first was abit worry.. cos never use sony ericsson phone b4.. but aft purchasing it n try liao.. all my worry previously was wasted lah... is not as hard as i expected.. so lucky...

tis was candy shot by my colleague while i was makin a phone call.. she is tryin out my new phone..:)

reali can see the pixels difference man.. the colour is like more nicer n brighter... hey hey.. i din not edit wor.. jus add the border provided in the phone..

Wondering why i'm wearing my spec..?!? cos i hav eye effection!!!!!! n when i go to work.. my eyes is so damn red n in pain n it was berli uncomfortable.. n all the pple there tho i cry.. but the worse part is tat i'm still wearing onto my contact lens.. blur vision thru out my workin hrs.. n i'm superb pissed off man..

Hav throw away the previous contact lens.. n todae when to collect the lens... but the aunty dun let mi collect n examine my eyes.. so she told mi to rest for 2weeks than wear back my lens.. meanwhile.. she oso took the degree of my eyes..

GOOD NEWS.. my right eye vision has bcame lesser...Hoooray... hahaha.. SooOoooooo... might as well make a pair of new spec... SOOOOOO expensive.. cost mi $140 can... broke liao.. superb superb broke.. Once again.. lucky got the CPF money.. if not... i dunno hw shuld i survive.. but atleast i'm spending on something important n useful.. heez...

❤ p.s: as times passed by.. there's alot to say.. but we often don't know how shuld we start the conversation.. but we know it clearly in our heart... actually we have nothing to say to each other animore.. Nw we are totally n completely strangers to each other ❤❤

2008-06-22T11:15:00.006+08:00

itssss SUNDAE.. haiz.. why my weekends olways passed so easily.. think tat not enough to rest oso.. Lookin forward to July.. cos my pay is comin n CPF money comin oso.. so happy.. nothing can be happier than receiving money rite.. hahaha..

As usual.. work is all the same... but i think i will change to other lvl to learn other things.. or i will be permanently be at other lvl.. sad.. i dun wanna to go other lvl.. cos i olreadi build up my bond wit lvl 2 staff liao.. Hmmmm.. or mayb i'm jus to coward to face the comin up prob...

can see whr i'm rite.. haha.. :) yup.. inside the toilet.. heez

Aft searching for so long.. n i hav decided which phone to buy le.. whahaha.. but again.. is not a 3G phone.. is Sony Ericsson W760i.. but it has the total of 5GB of memory.. 1GB belongs to the phone n they oso giv a memory card consist of 4GB.. n the camera is 3.2mgp.. so aft all is still a not bad phone...

i wan the red colour so badly.. but nw the onli hav silver n black... :( but askin lots of pple comments n suggestion.. they recommanded mi to buy the black wan.. n SOOOO.. i oso decided to hav the black wan.. Abit worry.. cos i hav never used Sony Ericsson phone b4.. thinkin tat will it be to hard to use.. but they told mi is kinda easy to use.. so i feel like tryin out.. Hop i wun regret aft buyin.. :)

Later i'm goin out.. haha.. to watch sex n the city.. Aliyos ~

2008-06-15T01:08:00.005+08:00

weeeeeeee....... is weekend..... everydae.. every week... makes mi happy the most is weekend... cos i dun hav to work.. can slp till natually wake up w/o alarm.. can go out n destress... can slp late.. but happy times olways passed berli fast..

Todae wen town wit elaine again.. hahaha.. n happen to saw flora at Takashimaya Zara.. wad a small world rite.. n todae we bought new shoes.. AGAIN.. yea.. cos previously we bought the shoes all cheapo de.. so todae we bought a NOT CHEAPO de.. n is more comfortable lor.. hehe...

I NEED MOISTURIZER.... my hand is soon goin to be like ah ma hands liao.. is my NIGHTMARE can... i think is bcos of keep change gloves n washing of my hands n cos my hand to be dehydrates..... OH NOOOOOOOOOOO ! Arghhh.. so damn not worth it man.. for tis job i hav to sacrifice my hand.. wad to do...! HYIGEN is berli impt for my job... anione can save mi..? or suggest mi wad to do..? ani beauty hand consutant ard...????? *sob*

i think i'm goin to buy >>>> W380i

tis phone was sooooooo nice can.. anw.. i'm not goin for good function phone liao.. cos i learnt frm my N73... is sux man... i was thinkin to use other brand phone instead of nokia.. hav been using nokia so long liao.. anw.. NW.. Sony Ericsson is friendly user le ma.. izzit? not sure oso.. but their phone olways so nice..

Although is onli 1.3 mega pixels.. but is a walkman phone.. so i doubt the music mus be berli good.. 1.3mpx oso can take good pic wad.. anw their photo colour pixles is much much betta than nokia.. hahaha...

i wan to watch Sex n the City.. ani kakis.... i heard is a 3hrs show.. n some sexual sence... Hmmmm... heard some feedback oso.. saein tat the show is nice... i oso wan to watch Made of Honor...

i noe nw sae wan to watch berli late liao.. but than reali no time to watch sia.. n not kakis.. sianz... ani there to ask mi out n watch...????? haiz.. hahah...

p.s: Once there is a scare in the heart.. everthing will not be the same animore.. dun ever sae still can be frens after so mani had happen.. cos ie real life.. is berli hard to be frens again.. u noe it urself.. everything is different.. even a hi bye fren is so fake !

2008-06-07T20:15:00.002+08:00

i change my blogskin again... haha.. i found tis more nicer n cute.. so decided to change.. i'm not too free at home okay... but than indeed nothing to do lah.. Actually todae is meeting elaine.. but than she last min has to go back to work.. OT.. so din meet up le..

Todae i oso wen back to NDC for a short course.. frm 1030 to 1130.. so sianz.. travel so far jus for 1hr.. wasting of time man... n dunno is it being paid ant... wadever.. feel berli tired aft reaching home.. n is raining..

Hav a good chat wit some of my colleague there.. n i found out although our age is abit diff.. but can clicks well too.. atleast can get to talk to much of the pple there liao.. hope is a good thing to be...

i wanna to buy cros to wear for work.. aft tryin reali think is berli comfortable.. but than is kinda ex hav to sae.. cost abt $53.90.. BERLI CHEAP HUH.. but than todae got pple tell mi.. is not allow to wear cros to work animore.. cos got pple trip n fall in my work place.. n i heard tat is quite severe.. so the managment decided to spot check every level..

Kana sai.. sell so expensive n yet so mani problem.. rmb elaine told mi tat got pple legs stuck in the escalator oso bcos of wearing cros too.. so mayb i might change my mind not to buy liao.. see hw first.. haha.. i dun wan my legs to stuck in the escalator too.. haha..

Weekends is here.. but no motiv to go out... jus thinkin of staying at home n slack.. repenish the energy back so can work well on mondae... wad a boring life !

30mins ago, i was thinkin to go northpoint n dabao food..

20mins later, i was thinkin of calling pizza hut..

10mins passed away, i was thinkin.. instead of pizza hut.. i wan to hav Macdonald..

5mins, i decided to cook instant noodles n stay at home watch 聊灾..

Aliyos~~

2008-06-04T21:47:00.006+08:00

i'mmmm super super TIRED can.. tired till i din even realise tat i did not take out my contact lens n bath.. till i came out n wanna wear back my spec than i was shock.. thinkin hw come suddenly my degree increases so much.. -_-""" blur as sotong... some times i dunno is blur a good thing wen comes to work.. my balloon nw is less than half air inside liao...

Anw, i change my dept todae.. previous 1 month i was in the Cons side.. means dealing patient wit all the cleaning of teeth.. doin filling on decay tooth, scalling n polishing.. NW.. i change to the other side.. which is all EXTRACTION of TOOTH.. like wisdom tooth n other tooth..

Hmmm.. hav to sae is quite easy at time.. anw.. still not berli into yet.. heaven hav the clear pic of everything.. so i'm berli blur.. N noe wad.. SOME freaking doctors expect mi to work prefect as i hav NONE experience..

Rmb... one of my post i did mention tat there's 1 gal start work same dae as mi.. tat irritate mi alot.. but than i realise tat she irritate others pple too.. okay.. as she has experience n i dun hav.. n i'm not sure.. Look.. I mention I'M NOT SURE huh.. whether did she wen ard tell the doctors tat she came in the same dae as mi.. n not mentioning tat she has expreience..

SO the main things is.. SOME of the doctors is COMPARING mi n her on our working performance... n the thing is tat.. she has experiences right.. but i dun get it why she dun wanna even to mention abt it.. n TAT PARTICULAR DOCTOR tat is doin the comparision dunno tat she had experience b4.. Why is she behaving like tis.. ?

Hav experience b4 shuld be a good thing.. n i dunno why she feels it so embrrass to shared wit the pple there.. okay if i'm standing in my own shoes.. i will think tat she is freakin xu wei can.. trying to be close to mi n tryin to tell others she is my good fren.. n act like she dunno everything abt dentistry like mi.. n the worse part is wen ever i'm helping out doctors wit patient, she will jus come in n out of no whr she will interupt inbetween n make mi feel stuck n dunno wad the hell is goin on...

Arggghhhh... i'm not the onli 1 person feels irritate by her.. some of the seniors there feel so.. is not tat i reali wanna to complain... is like i feel unfair.. n i can't speak out there.. cos i did mention the pple there not all can be trusted.. u will never noe 1 word might cause myself BIG TROUBLE.. hiax.. f**k sia..

i wan a world wit no worries..
& most impt less irritating pple..
n oso less less arrogant pple tat looks down on pple..

p.s: why did you see all the negatives things in me?

2008-06-01T17:19:00.004+08:00

okie.. back to blog.. i change my blogskins.. wahaha.. nice??? hav been real busy but yet hav some time to go out oso.. so i hav use the time to go out instead of taking some time out to blog.. ytd wen to watch movie wit elaine n serene.. we actually wanna to watch Indiana Jones 4.. but than the sit is rather infront.. so we decided to watch The Chronicles OF Narnia: Price Caspian.

Is a nice show.. worth to watch.. aft finish watching we were discussing tat whether got part 3 anot.. i think mayb hav mayb not.. haha.. anw.. those hav not watch can go n see.. Nice.. gonna see Indiana Jones.. myab next week.. heez..

Ytd.. i bought myself a jeans n a t shirt.. to wear to work de.. cos nw is singapore sales.. so got offer.. faster shop.. but than i'm oso trying to save money.. so..... spent wisely.. :) anw.. my pay is pathetic oso.. ): haix..

Sae till work.. everyday the language i heard is either MALAY or TAMIL during break time.. not right ear malay than left ear tamil.. NO CHINESE.. even hav oso every LITTLE.... ): i ot for half hour.. but than dunno they will pay mi anot.. cos they sae unconfirm staff mayb will not be paid for ot.. if they did not pay mi.. i will feel so damn pissed off.. wad is the different between an confirm staff n unconfirm staff ??? we r still human right.. we still work for u right..

okay.. an comfirm staff can hav all the benefit offer by NDC.. as unconfirm staff which means still under probation.. so we will not hav all the benefit.. till our probation is over which is 3mths later.. n mus received confirmation letter than counted.. so within tis 3mths.. we dun hav annual leave.. dun hav sick leave.. so if we apply leave they jus deduct frm our pay.. @#$%$&$*#&#.. n if we take 1 day leaven $50++ is being deducted.. @#^@$&^$&*..

Is been 1mth i hav work there.. so far.. the job i still can handle.. nothing much to complain abt the work.. BUT.. i dunno why SOME pple there is so yaya papaya.. jus bcos they r SENIOR.. yea.. senior citizen suits them more better.. they r so damn arrogant can !!! wen see their faces feel like punching them.. haiya.. dunno hw to sae their f**king attutide man... jus hav to 忍!! cos they r SENIOR wad... argh..

Wishing for betta day each day.. i so missed the days wen i'm still in school.. the relax happy go lucky dae... *tears* working life is so so so 现实 n no one can be trusted there.. even if hav alot of unwillingness oso cannot find an person to speak to..

n oso they so like to gossip so much abt others.. even doctors.. but even the doctors is gossipping other doctors.. Is tis wad real working life is.. than i hav to sae tis world is so sucks... !

爱... 请问怎么走

我一个人翻过山越过海

只为你对我好过

这份爱前所未有

我也不懂谁劝我谁爱我

谁可以让我解脱 ~

爱... 请问怎么走

its our day..

2008-05-18T23:00:00.008+08:00

IT'S OUR DAY !

OUR GRADUATION DAY

16 May 2008 (Friday) wen back to school for our graduation.. is a sad n memorable dae.. there's video too.. but i can't rip it out frm the cd.. sad.. some of us cried cos Dr Yeo, the director of the course.. he sing for the whole badge.. noe wad.. he can reali reali sing well.. the song he sing make us cry...

Thinkin back.. when we r still in school.. we olways think of quiting school n wanna to work.. but nw aft goin to work.. think tat study still e best.. haiz..

mi n sandra...

mi n jin...

julien n mi...

mi n jiawei..

Peiqi.. elaine n mi..

group picture..

There's more pic.. waiting for Jin n Lisa to send.. so will upload again.. heez to be continue..

NDC

2008-05-18T16:22:00.006+08:00

Got to continue... Hmmmm.. hav been workin in NDC for abt goin to 3 weeks.. no lah.. actually is jus abt 2 weeks +.. SO FAR SO GOOD.. haha.. indeed they reali teach us alot but TOOTH thingy.. n i hav learn alot too.. the most disgusting of tis job is not seeing the blood comin out of the patient mouth.. is the moment when they rise their mouth n spill out those bloody thingy on the spiltoon.. noe wad.. some of them dun even noe to spill n all those thing end up on the floor.. EEEeeeeekkkkkkkk....

There's tis though comin to my mind.. thinkin of wanna to change a job ant.. u noe.. Money olways make pple feel uneasy n olways not enough.. some pple will choose for more money n some pple jus go for the job.. than wad abt mi ?

i think the conclusion had come to tell mi.. Jus stay on n work.. cos anyway the job isn't so hard n bearable.. yup.. hav to be honest.. aft workin in NDC.. i hav seen my reflection n realise hw irritating i'm when in school last time.. u noe the SHINE.. yea.. dun need to further explanation.. pple will noe n those who noe..

i hav came to met a person ( is a female n age 24) ... she is jus so blah blah blah... dun wanna to reali define it out.. make it simple jus irritating n so wanna to be shine.. aft all shine isn't a good thing frm my experience.. haha.. mayb she is not purposely or wad.. haiya wadever.. but hav to sae she still haven go till the unbearable limit..

everydae hav to change to the scrub b4 start work.. does tis look professional ? haha..

The first two daes of lecture.. hav been practising wit tis man.. haha..

But aft entering to tis job.. i reali noe too much abt tooth.. n i will keep observing pple tooth n tel them they actually hav caries on their teeth n is betta for them to go see a dentist.. btw, caries means there's a hole on ur teeth.. n is cause by not blushing ur teeth well n germs growth inside..

n during my birthday celebration.. i told all my sister abt their teeth.. n i think flora is terrified by mi.. i'm sorry T_T"'! Hav watch the movie.. What happen in Vegas.. haha.. nice n funny show.. the next movie i actually wanna watch is Sex and the City.. shuld be a nice show..

okay.. to be continue the nxt entry..

Aliyos~

2008-05-16T20:40:00.042+08:00

Hey hey.. back to blog.. is reali damn busy.. tat's why nw than i hav e time to blog... Hmmmm.. so much happening.. First thing is Elaine n my 21st birthday.. Yup.. We actually book down a room in Amk Kbox plaza n invited our besties.. haha.. i think we invited 5 pple all tgt... n they r Diana, Huiming, Michelle, Flora(she came in later) n Xue Fei.. its not the money tat matters but is the appreciate tat counts.. Gals.. Thanks for the present.. i reali like it n appreciate alot.. kisses..

Ermm.. 21st.. wad r e things u can do wen ur age is 21.. can watch R21 movie or Ra movie.. isn't it the same.. wadever.. ( but i dun think i will watch porn! )..haha.. but things r hard to sae rite.. can hav sex legally( i dun think i will hav sex oftenly?!? or easily giv in to sex! )..haha... can go to club tat only allow 21 n above.. n mani more thing u can do.. haha..

Wad to sae.. jus simple 3 word.. Enjoyed, Fun n Appreciated.. its reali hard to hav all our 6 sisters to gather tgt.. reali thanks for spending times wit us.. as usual.. we chat.. we gossip.. n we bring our laughter to every places we go.. haha.. Let photo do e tokin >>>

Happy 21st Birthday..

Hey hey.. lets choose songs..

Lets get the party started!

we had our party hat on.. :p

There come our bday cake.. Hello Kitty is mi n elaine bought it.. Chocolate blueberry is Kbox provided.. the 2 n 1 candle is oso we buy de.. haha..

we're lookin at different side.. cos u noe why.. too mani camera liao.. haha.. dunno whr to see or which one to see first.. lets spread the job ba.. haha..

As usual.. they wun let us off easily.. n i olways the first one teo suay.. First push is by michelle.. cos can't get out the candle.. so hav to go for the second time.. n the second push is by elaine.. disgusting part is the cream actually get INTO my nose! Elaine Ong.. see wad u did to mi.. :/

BUT... its my turn to revenge... hahahaha..

Aft Kbox.. we went to hav our dinner at Pizza Hut.. Thanks for the treat gals.. so sweet of u gals.. muacks n kisses to u all.. haha..

i din make a bday wish on tat day.. but if can.. i wanna to make a wish nw.. although is abit late.. n my wish is: I hope Si Chuan pple can survive thur the earthquack.. the death amount can reduce..

Aft watching the news still few daes.. i reali think tat we living in singapore is reali berli fortunate.. we shuld cherish wadever we had nw.. n not be calculating wit little things.. By lookin at the news.. even some babies culd not survive.. they din even hav the chance to see the world n misfortunate happen on them.. Pls.. god.. Pls pls pls save them.. sob..

nxt entry to be continue...

HOT... WARM !!

2008-05-03T00:34:00.006+08:00

WARM...warm... warm... tis few daes the freaking weather is so damn HOT and warm.. i think if u put a meat on road.. u can bbq too.. even if switch on air con.. still feel so damn warm lah.. the freaking weather has made my nose bleedin blood and headache loh.. and last but not least havin flu...

FLU is berli famous nw.. spreading all over the places.. feel so damn it.. havin flu at tis time round wen i'm goin to start work on monday! it jus not the rite time.. :( anw, mani pple is fallin sick nowadays.. So.. dun wanna to fall sick.. betta drink lots of water !

Finally.. Mon jus two daes away frm nw... i can't wait to start work honestly.. i bet.. who ever NUA at home for 1month plus.. u will SICK n TIRED of it man.. the life is like.. msn.. lookin for jobs be it online or newspaper.. watching tv.. doin house work.. eat... or some times goin out wit fren.. BUT most of the time is at home.. n slp.. waiting for the nxt dae to arrive..

Wad a boring life hav to sae.. n i mention most of the time is at home.. the reason is bcos.. wen u r not workin... u dun hav income.. wen u dun hav income.. u wun wanna to waste money.. n tat's why stay at home :) cos at home.. dun need to waste ani single money.. haha..

But i think recently everyone is rich.. cos as long as u r 21 yrs old.. u will received money frm CPF.. haha.. some pple hav $150.. some has $200.. all depends.. haha.. n i use the money to dye my hair.. haha.. i dye my hair for onli $40.. heex..

21st birthday is reaching soon.. Real soon.. will be celebrating wit elaine.. haha.. dun wanna to actually celebrate it complicately.. both of us jus wan a simple wan.. wit a few of good fren in good environment.. n good food.. good mood.. haha.. cos i think is onli jus A dae whr u declare u r olreadi an Adult n is freedom.. which means no more naggin frm parent.. n independent.. but something make mi feel contented is my mum actually wanna to celebrate for mi.. haha..

Hep B ?!?!?!

2008-04-27T23:11:00.012+08:00

Fri evening time received call frm NDC Hr... tellin mi tat my medical report is out and she receive it liao.. and noe wad she told mi.. she sae.. everything was fine.. BUT.. u need to inject Hep B immu !!! and i was curious.. bcos tis year i hav 2 times of blood test.. one is in school for medical lab practices and the report state tat my antibodies is enough so i dun hav to inject Hep B..

Second time.. was at polyclinic wit elaine.. and the report oso state tat i dun hav to inject for Hep B... and nw.. the third report.. i dunno.. cos i din see it.. but they sae i need to.. so no choice.. Lucky.. i dun hav to pay myself for the injection.. jus hav to go to their staff clinic to do so.. haha.. and i'm starting work on 5th of May... lookin forward to it..

Todae wen to Bugis wit elaine.. Hmmm.. than i realise she likes to call mi out on sundae.. hahaha.. actually plan to go eat steamboat.. but bcos we hav late breakfast so the time wen we meet up.. we wasn't reali berli hungry.. so we hang ard parco and bugis street.. and as for our dinner we hav Pasta Mania.. hahaha.. Carbonara was nice.. both of us hav it.. but than we realise wen u eat too much.. u will feel sick on the taste... mayb not everyone feels so.. hahaha... but then bacon was nice !

Headed home by bus 851.. laughing and lames jokes all e way.. cos we were saeing abt tokin to plant and the plant will grow stronger and prettier.. hahahaha... OFCOS.. we r not siao okay.. there's scientist proven wan okay... so nxt time wen u see pple tokin to plant.. dun treat them as siao kia.. they r perfectly normal.. BUT hav to see situation oso lah.. haha.. and elaine sae she tok to her rose wheneven she water the plant.. haha..

another dae has passed.. and i hav came to realise.. the only thing tat is constant is Changing... everything.. every person is changing in eac everydae !

7 zai.. haha.. cute rite..

Closed off from love

I didn’t need the pain

Once or twice was enough

And it was all in vain

Time starts to pass

Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened

For the very first time with you

My heart melted to the ground

Found something true

And everyone’s looking round

Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say

I’m in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don’t know the truth

My heart’s crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding Keep,

keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding I keep,

keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love~~

a loooooong nite to mi

2008-04-25T01:27:00.007+08:00

its a looooooong looooooooooong nite.. n still de same.. i can't get to slp... aft turning here and there.. decided to switch on my comp.. Hmmm.. sae till my comp.. noe wad.. i reali feel like throwing the f**king CPU out of my window.. !!!!! but i BO JI to do so... cos my second uncle will chop mi into pieces...

Hav to reali admit i'm idiots to comp stuff.. kana wad virus or wad shit.. i hav NO IDEAS man.. i dun even noe hw to reformat! jus noe to msn.. install and uninstall.. surf the net.. YUP.. the BASIC stuff... one word: STUPID! haha..

GET MY LIFE OUT OF THE HELL !!!!! Waiting is a berli miserable thing in life... Like wad.. something like.. waiting for calls.. thinkin when is e freaking dae i can start work.. Waiting in e nite for my eyes to close and get to my lalaland.. Waiting for my money to come.. Waiting to MOVE HSE !!!

Wen i mention abt MOVE HSE.. means i'm Waiting for my second uncle to make up his mind whether WHEN he wanna to buy a flat.. cos as we all noe tat we can't tolerate tat DEVIL animore... i noe my thinking is bad.. but i believe everyone has their limit.. wen the limit is over the alert line.. wad human do is not to bother abt it animore...

ytd nite.. my sister is stayin over at my hse.. n she jus so nasty.. or shuld sae hyper active.. cos it takes mi a long time to ask her to slp quietly.. as she is nw in K1... she keep singing those songs she learn in school NON STOP to mi.. and she claim tat to my grandma she is teaching mi to sing.. CAN U BELIEVE TAT ? hahaha... she is jus so cute and adorable.. n we were taking photos.. and she sae tis to mi : JIE JIE, u mus show my pic to all ur fren okay! T_T"" can u believe wad a 5yrs old kids is thinkin nwadays ! whahahahahah...

she can pose and act cute infront of camera.. Hmmm.. got potential.. mayb in future she is the nxt top model.. hahahaha ~

kkk.. end of entry for todae..

aliyos~

i feel so damn fuck up..!

2008-04-22T18:05:00.012+08:00

Ytd.. i wen to sign the offical letter le.. :) and oso do my medical check up @ SGH.. btw.. National Dentle Centre is oso link tgt wit SGH.. so i wen to their staff clinic and do body check up.. they check my height, weight, BP, Urine, X-ray and blood test.. i feel so good abt doin the body check up.. cos first time.. do check up dun need to pay money and dun hav to wait berli long.. cos is staff.. hahaha.. but SGH is reali berli BIG.. do one test hav to walk frm block to other block.. and i lose my way.. T_T""

Abt the blood test thingy.. they draw my blood and test for HIV and Hep B.. at first i was confuse.. cos i tot they draw my blood for total blood count.. but they test for HIV ! out of so mani test.. why mus test HIV.. so funni.. but is painful.. the needle is damn big can.. :(

feel more secure liao.. aft signing the paper :).. i reali hate the feelin wen i was not in wrong and i can't defend myself.. i feel my mouth is being stuck wit banana.. and is alot of banana !!!

i shuld be happy tat i finally found job.. although it take a long time to process.. and hav to wait for my medical check up report to hand up to HR than i can offically start work.. atleast is comfirm tat i'm being hired..

But why every time things said out frm "his" mouth was so damn hurting.. wadever fuck shit he sae was wad he is thinking and wad he feel right abt it.. and i jus hav to keep quiet and listen to all his fucking shit words into my ear.. although he did not sae it infront of mi.. but initially he said it berli loud and purposely wanna mi to heard it..

i reali wanna to fight back my right.. why jus bcos he is my uncle and i hav to give and take.. it feels like i'm in the wrong.. and is olways in the wrong.. why do i hav to respect someone tat dun respect mi.. mayb i jus hav to accept tat tis is my life.. everything was fated

bcos my mother din take the responsibility and din rise mi up.. so i'm jus a no father mother rise up child infront of him.. w/o him i'm jus a useless child.. w/o him.. i will not survive.. wadever it is i own him.. i reali dislike e feelin of being 寄人离下.. so damn useless..

hw brave i'm ? hw long still can i hang on to ?

and wen all tis is goin to be over?

Yeah...i found job le...:)

2008-04-18T20:14:00.003+08:00

Yeah.. aft so long.. i found job liao.. haha.. National Dentle Centre called mi liao.. and tis coming Monday i'm goin down to sign the offical letter.. hmmm.. so happy.. FINALLY :) but the pay they offer mi is kinda low.. $1_ 00 .. haha not convenience to say out .. :)

But beside waiting for NDC to call mi.. i actually wen to another interview.. Which is Customer Service Officer at Changi Airport Terminal 2.. Noe wad.. the price they offer mi is reali damn damn attractive.. they offer mi $1800 basic.. is reali like a few more hundreds more than NDC is offering mi.. so u guys can guess raftly hw much they offer mi.. aft deducing the CPF still got $1400++ to spend...

BUT.. i did not choose Changi Airport.. although the salary is berli damn ATTRACTIVE.. wen i told elaine abt it.. she oso sae the pay is berli attractive.. i'm stupid? give up such a good pay job and choose a low pay wan..! but noe wad.. i did not regret i reject the offer..

At first i reali dunno which one to choose.. cos both job is berli good.. in sense of both job are consider stable job.. and oso BIG company.. one is government.. and one is world well known airport.. but than aft a long decision and long discussion wit my uncle... i decided to choose NDC..

i reali consider alot.. mayb is bcos aft goin thru the interview for customer service officer position.. i think it is not easy to be a customer service in changi airport.. Hav to be bilingual or monolingual in lauguages.. although there's training provided..

i'm able to speak english and chinese.. but i think still not up to standard.. although the interviewer said i can.. but i think the stress there is much far than wad i jus think.. ofcos there's still other reason..

cos the interviewer said the working environment is OLMOST all is female.. it is berli competitive.. he said they will gossips for little things even if u did not make any mistake.. he said they like to compared wit little things e.g. Looks.. but noe wad.. i jus dun like tis kind of environment..

So... the conclusion is.... wads the point of high pay but the environment is so complicated.. i rather pay low but simple environment !

i will be working inside here.. i'm so looking forward to it.. :)

in the future i may b a expert in the knowlegde abt tooths.. hahah.. will i..?

Raining day !

2008-04-13T17:08:00.011+08:00

Wad a sunny day todae.. but than nearly to evening time RAIN liao.. summore is heavy rain.. was at home.. din wanna to step out of the door.. onli 12noon time.. cos my uncle sae wanna to eat laksa so i wen to da bao.. NOT my hse downstair okay.. i travel all e way to central and da bao..

cos in Yishun.. onli got one berli famous laksa stall.. and is at central.. take bus and travel there wit the freaking hot sun and hot wheather.. *sweat* so in total.. 2 laksa to go.. plus 1 chandol and 1 ching teng AND 2 popiah.. Not onli laksa is nice.. there's a uncle there selling popiah.. tumb up.. nice too.. Yummy !

But than aft finishing the laksa and popiah.. olreadi damn full liao.. so left my ching teng in e fridge.. but who noes raining.. BUt aft some digesting i still eat the ching teng and get scolded by my ah ma..

Ah ma: Raining.. wheather so cold still eat cold stuff.. later lai ang dun call stomach pain..!

Me: Haiya.. buay yao kin lah.. ( nvm in hokkien) dun waste food..

So conclusion was... eating my ching teng and doing my blogging thingy..

tis is my ching teng.. look at the longan.. Yummy..!

onli one word.. Yummy..! swEet..! but cold at the same time.. heez :)

Happen to realize... my room... most beautiful and nice lookin place is my WINDOW.. why lei.. take a look.. >>>

Yea.. bcos of the pink colour dangling thingy makes my room look bright and sweet.. heez.. beautiful~

ASKA.. Yang Zhong Wei.. reali like his song alot.. eps 洋葱 tis songs.. haha.. he reali hav a great voice.. listen to his song.. u will easily lead by him and get into the emotion berli quickly.. alot of pple crying aft listen to him sing love song.. so when u're berli sad but ur tears cannot come down than listen to his song.. u will get emo berli quickly.. haha..

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心

你会鼻酸

你会流泪

只要你能听到我

看到

我的全心全意!

我就样一颗洋葱永远是配角戏

多希望能与你有一秒专属的剧情!

Stress !

2008-04-12T15:51:00.006+08:00

Tis few weeks hav been feelin damn stress.. Yea.. shuld be asking wad to stress abt.. not studying animore.. still got wad to stress abt..

i'm stress.. there's alot of things in my mind.. i'm stress of making a decision.. ATTITUDE IS A DECISION! i can't make a decision..

Nw.. i'm jus like tis picture.. a colourful rainbow in a dull picture..!

Hav been waiting for calls frm NDC.. Hmmm.. for those dunno wad NDC means.. its National Dentle Centre ( Singhealth).. yUp.. i hav apply jobs frm there.. fews days ago received their call.. askin for my CPF statement.. n i ask them is i shortlisted? they said: yea, is processing..!

But i feel so unstable.. 不踏实! oso dunno why.. they still heaven tel mi abt the benefit and salary thingy.. As elaine told mi.. if they ask for CPF statement.. it means olreadi got 80% they are hiring mi.. n she sae.. is gov job.. if they dun wanna to hired u they wun be asking for ur CPF statement.. cos they not so BO LIAO.. n wasting their time..

In the mean time.. i received call frm NHGP which is National Health Group.. Call mi to go for interview as Pharmacy Assistant @ TTSH on tis comin 16 April.. AGAIN.. i'm indecisive.. Cos both are gov job.. i dun dare to take it too easily..

i afraid if i go the interview.. than NDC call and ask mi to go work and at the same time NHGP call oso than hw? which one to choose? both is a great job.. who can tel mi wad to do?

Shuld i jus wait for call frm NDC.. or... go for the interview @ TTSH at e same time wait for call.. OR i jus stay put at one.. jus wait for NDC to call mi again.. but wad if they din call..? wth..making a decision is so damn suck man..! wad to do.. wad to do..?!?!?!?!?!

Guardian Angel

总有一天你会看到 guardian angel 降领，那是我的心一直在守护着你

天使它一定能够~感应~

which suits mi betta?

2008-04-09T18:12:00.006+08:00

Which Suits Me Betta?

Aries Man & Taurus Woman

This match has a pretty low chance for forming a lasting love. Physically, you’re a great match, and your kissing sessions can get pretty steamy. However, the affection between you will probably turn into fighting before too long. His laid back nature will get on your nerves when you want to have a serious talk. He’s also too high energy to want to stay in for the cozy nights that you enjoy. You’ll feel neglected, and he’ll feel trapped. The conflict between your personalities is just too great for this relationship to succeed in most cases.

Taurus Man & Taurus Woman

This match can work for a while but it usually falls apart before real love grows. A Taurus boy will understand you and not be confused by your emotions. You will also share a direct and open approach to getting physical that will prevent fights about that side of the relationship. Unfortunately, you are just too much alike to make things work. Both of you hate to give in and your arguments could end up with both of you holding grudges. You share the good qualities, but you also share the same flaws and you won’t like seeing them in your boyfriend. This is not likely to be a true love match.

Not too exciting but they do have a lot of ideas in common. Both are hardworking, loyal , and affectionate. Both are possessive and each needs to have friends and hobbies outside the home without raising the jealousies of the other. The female is more sentimental than the male. Boredom could be a threat in this relationship.

Taurus Woman & Gemini Man

This relationship is pretty much doomed from the start. He is restless, hyper and forever on the move. He’s also a huge flirt who’s not entirely trustworthy where other girls are concerned. You, on the other hand, are a loyal and sensible girl. You want security and commitment and a peaceful relationship. The huge differences between your personalities will make this a match that’s difficult to keep going past the first date. You’ll both be unhappy in this match.

Taurus Woman & Cancer Man (BEST MATCH)

This is a good match for you, one that could lead to lasting love. Cancer boys like kissing (as much as you do!) and you two will have excellent physical chemistry together. Cancer boys are usually moody, but your naturally sweet nature will put him at ease and make him more relaxed in general. You will adore how lovey-dovey he is once you get into a relationship. He loves to hug and to hold hands. You’ll also be thrilled by his loyalty- when a Cancer boy falls in love, he stays in love. He’s a very good match for an Taurus girl.

The importance of home, family and heart…all common denominators between you and Mr. Cancer. Cancer, the Crab, has a huge fear of rejection and a no-compromises need for a girlfriend that will stand by him at all times, even when he's cranky for reasons beyond your control. You both value the simple things in life…your families, your friends, and good times, which makes for a fantastic match.

Taurus Woman & Leo Man

Relationships between Taurus girls and Leo boys rarely work out in the long run. Your signs are often drawn to each other physically, and things can work on that level for a short while. You’ll feel bad, though, when he abandons you for the spotlight that he craves. If it’s a choice between being with you and being at the center of the excitement, he’ll choose the excitement. Leo boys also need a lot of attention and compliments, and you’ll get tired of stroking his ego when you’re not getting the same from him in return. This match is not likely to last.

Taurus Woman & Virgo Man (BEST MATCH)

You share many needs, qualities and values with Virgo boys that make you wonderful love-mates. You both have a longing for a secure, committed relationship and you will both do your best to create that together. You will adore You are also a good match physically. In fact, adorable you will awaken inner passions in him that he never even knew were there! He’ll become more romantic just by being with you, and you’ll get to benefit when he starts to practice his new romantic ways. A perfect love match for Taurus.

Taurus Woman & Libra Man

The pairing of a Taurus girl and a Libra boy can make for a great short-term fling. However, it will probably not be a true love match. A relationship between you can start out amazingly strong. You are both highly romantic and creative in demonstrating that you like each other, and that can keep things going for a short while. Later, though, you’ll start feeling insecure when he insists on keeping things casual. Libra boys hate to be tied down and they are terrible flirts, constantly testing their powers of attraction on any girl who walks by them. That will make you clingy, and that’s when he will take off. Enjoy a short-term fling, but don’t get too serious about a Libra or you’ll probably get hurt.

Taurus Woman & Scorpio Man

This is a poor love match for a Taurus girl. If you get involved with a Scorpio, you can expect a roller-coaster ride of a relationship. You may be attracted to each other and that might be enough to hold it together for a short while. But your arguments and jealousies are likely to greatly outweigh any happy times you have together. Scorpio boys are suspicious and moody, and sometimes they’ll make up any excuse to fight. You’ll get tired of the constant fighting and worrying about where he is. Not a good match for love. ( but i often get involved wit Scorpio Man !)

Taurus Woman & Sagittarius Man

This is a match that has little chance of lasting. Taurus girls are often drawn to Sagittarius boys because of their exciting and outgoing natures. You crave a little excitement and this seems like it might make you a good match. Unfortunately, Sagittarius boys need for excitement includes the need to date lots of different people. At the very least, he flirts with every girl in sight. You are a girl who needs a boyfriend who she can depend on, and this guy isn’t it. You could end up getting hurt in this match.

Taurus Woman & Capricorn Man (BEST MATCH)

This is tied with Virgo as the number one true soulmate match for you. The Taurus girl and Capricorn boy can truly find lasting love together. You both share many important things in common, including a strong need for security. You are also both very deep and passionate and romantic, but this only comes out with the right partner. Capricorn is one of those partners for you. Your lovable and trustworthy nature relaxes the usually serious Capricorn boy, and you really bring out his sense of humor. He, in turn, is devoted to making you feel special. A match made in heaven.

Taurus Woman & Aquarius Man

This is a match that is better left unmade. You and Aquarius are like oil and water. You know what you think about things and you are very set in your ways and habits. Meanwhile, Aquarius has his own set of habits, and he thinks they’re the only ones that count! (Meaning he’ll ignore what you want if it’s different from what he wants to do). Even though you can be physically attracted to an Aquarius boy at first, there’s no chemistry between you, so kissing will be blah. You should both say "no thanks" to this mismatch.

Taurus Woman & Pisces Man

This is a match that could bloom into true love if it lasts. Pisces boys are flaky dreamers who tend to float around in their own world, but your down-to-earth nature makes him a little more grounded. Your loyalty also makes him feel safe and cared for. In turn, he inspires you to think of everyday things a little bit differently, and his physically affectionate nature (he loves hugging and holding hands) will make you feel very loved. There are differences between you, but if you can work through the problem spots this could turn into lasting love.

Do u believe?

2008-04-07T15:19:00.005+08:00

Ytd.. wen town wit Elaine.. cos she called and ask mi out.. heez so we go to Orchard to hav our lunch.. we both bought a pair of ripples slippers for onli $14.30.. there's even cheaper tat onli cost $4.95 @ Takashimaya..

To be honest.. the pair of slippers reali reali berli comfortable and soft.. is worth it to buy some more in a offer price.. Cos nw is SINGAPORE SALES... Ladies.. wad are u waiting.. SHOPPING SPREE !!! but ofcos.. spend wisely lah..

Aft Takashimaya.. we make our way to Far East.. we saw a berli chio sport car.. LAMBORGHINI !! Yes.. Lamborghini..

Take a Look >>>

Behind tis Yellow Lamborghini.. Saw tat Orange colour.. is oso Lamborghini.. but the yellow wan is nicer.. (:

Mayb it does not look nice in photo.. or my shooting skill got problem.. BUT is reali berli chio if u see it personnally... if onli to sit inside the car for a 10 mins ride will be enough.. OR jus sit inside w/o moving oso can.. it will be so damn SHIOK.. hahaha.. ( in my dream )

Recently, i got some stupid damn call frm a private no. calling n scolding vulgarity.. n i'm damn Pissed by tis particular person.. i can confirm tis person.. i do not noe him.. Yes.. is a HIM.. Fuck.. he is such a COWARD.. using private no. ..

Anw.. there's nothing to pissed abt olreadi.. cos i intend to change my number.. n thanks to all my dear fren tat recommanded mi to make a police record.. ofcos i will.. but mayb in a weeks later.. cos i expecting call frm company tat ask mi to go to work.. but if happen tat his ass hole call again.. i will not hesitate animore..

y can't them understand?

2008-04-05T15:56:00.011+08:00

A fews ago was having steamboat wit Diana and Michelle... at bugis.. hmmm was a fulfill meal.. as was craving for steamboat since attachment time.. wahahaha.. we got so much to catch up wit... laughing toking and eating.. n i think we hav alot of prawns and crabs.. and mushroom ( Jin Zhen Gu ).. Michelle at first was not interested in the Jin Zhen Gu wan.. than mi and diana told her is nice wen soak it in the tom yam soup.. than she try abit and got ADDICTED too.. whahahah... we left the place wit our big roundy stomach.. haha :)

picture time... >>>

we were acting like we were VERY EMO... haha..

Version 1

Version 2

The HARMONY :)

Why my face look so tiny wit my tougue ?

i wanna to act like i can touch the durian.. but dun look like :(

above 2 pic.. expression was order by the camera gal.. !

we are the mustache gal.. haha

here.. we end wit a normal foto.. heez

P.S: 并不是真的路过而已

也不是真的不会想你

全部不是真的

是骗自己

其实还爱你

爱着你~

我以为我早想清楚

不由自主恍恍惚惚

又走回头路

再看一眼有过的幸福~

爱情好象流沙

我不挣扎

随它去吧

我不害怕

爱情好象流沙

心里的牵挂不原放下

oh baby 让我这样吧~

爱情好象流沙

我不说话

等待黑暗让眼泪落下

爱情好象流沙

明知该躲它

无法自拔 oh baby 是我太傻~

是一再的做

一再的错

不由我

我一步一步一步一步慢慢走向流沙~~~

i love you

2008-03-30T18:31:00.003+08:00

Empty... empty.. empty.. still empty!

i'm feeling so damn empty.. dunno wads e reason.. jus empty! the feelin is jus like my heart is swing in e air.. is like a empty heart inside a empty box..something is missing but i jus can't describe out the feeling..

my mind is running wild in e nite and is hardly for mi to go to sleep... thinking n thinking n thinking... oso dunno wtf i'm thinking..! but i noe i'm troubling for something..

how i wish there's something/stuff tat can bring all my troubles away.. let my mind feel free and relax.. mayb tis is wad human hav a brain for.. TO THINK! but if trouble is easliy to get rid than it will not called trouble le..

still e same.. thinkin wads the best for my future.. which kind of "way" for my future.. wad excatly i wad... but ytd aft goin to a place i think i noe wad i reali wan.. mayb is a waste of time again.. or shuld sae why i realize it so late.. OR why in e first place wen i hav the tots i never keep on persuading it.. but i noe is still not too late to make a U TURN.. hiaz..

wishing for a better day tml..

P.S: pls fill up my empty heart !

i love you

BACK !

2008-03-24T20:20:00.008+08:00

back frm e interview... haiz.. SIANz.... is e onli words i can use to describe.. cos i think i reach e office.. fill up e interview form.. less than 15mins i'm out of the office liao.. whahahahah..

i found myself toopig to go for the interview.. is like kinda wasting of time u noe.. :( ... tis few days i found LI SHENG JIE songs nice lei.. hahah..

我爱着谁~~
爱到我有点醉

告诉我你是谁

能够把我让我变不对

你不会累但我却爱你爱得好累~~

从没有为了谁

不顾安危付出一切

站在这平衡点

我还是觉得有点危险

或许是看不见只能够靠感觉~~

他不会是个好男人~~

也不会是个好情人

你对我说我们只是擦肩而过

好的男人有那么多

少了他的日子也能过

我不会再让你寂寞

也不会让你更难过

你听我说要好好学着去生活

就算未来有多少错

至少还有我的问候

我的温柔陪你度过~~

P.S. i love you

2008-03-24T13:42:00.001+08:00

Rot ! Rot ! ROT!

is another rotting day.. but goin for an interview later... yea... i'm goin to interview as beauty consultant !!!! DO U THINK I CAN BE A BEAUTY CONSULTANT??? goin to e interview n see the package n consider..

but than no harm trying.. as long as the pay is okay.. why not..! cos I NEED MONEY NW.. if i still dun find jobs.. i think e money in my bank is soon goin to declared ZERO... n tis is wad i dun wanna to happen on mi...

Schering Plough (pharmaceuticals company) called mi to go for interview! Haiz.. i dunno i shuld happy or sad... i noe is a good company.. i jus dunno whether to take up or not..! cos they sae PROBABLY hav to work 12hr... damn it.. why all good company in tuas hav to work 12hr shift... Whyeth oso like tat..

Life sucks at time.. indecisive make life suck...! cos dunno wad to choose n to make wad decision...!

to be continue.... i'm goin to get ready to go interview !

Rotten.....

2008-03-21T22:17:00.003+08:00

Row... Row.. Row.. Your Boat... Gently down the stream...

Merrily, merrily...
Life is but a dream !!

Tis few days was rotting at home... jus like an unstable boat on e sea.. haiz.. aft attachment than i realize nothing to do stay at horm e time reali pass berli slow... sleep.. wake up.. eat.. watch tv and is time to slp again...! SO BORING...

i think nw i'm jus a gal who lose my way in e jungle.. n is trying berli hard to find my way out.. or wanting to meet someone tat can bring mi out of the jungle.. is been so frustrated nowadays.. cos dunno wad i actually wan... my vision for my future is so blur nw...

Wen studies time.. hw eager i wanna to come out work n earn money... nw graduated liao can find jobs le... dunno wad jobs to find.. aRggghHHHhh.... so vexed...

tis few night i oso hardly can slp... hav been coughing thru out the night.. IS KILLING MI... arggghh.. i felt tat i'm so weak like wad sotong said to mi.. T_T""

why is e time passing so slow?

P.S i love u

2008-03-16T13:26:00.044+08:00

Hey.. finally i'm back to blog.. Friday was my last day of attachment.. was berli touch.. cos they make a surprise for mi.. n they make mi cry.. thru out my 4 mths attachment.. i reali learn alot of things frm them.. n they reali teach mi alot of things tat school did not teach us..

during my last dae.. they make a berli big cardboard for mi.. wit my name on it n oso everyone greeting on it.. reali berli touch reading on wad they write to mi.. Hmmm.. they even giv mi a red packet n inside got money.. n is alot.. they giv mi $75.. tis is whr i'm most shock of...

during attachment, is not jus working n learning.. i attended to my supervisor wedding... is berli fun n warming.. enjoy alot.. cos is frm malaysia to singapore..

we travel back to singapore liao.. n is taking pic under my supervisor hse.. >>>

we call tis.. 3 hand n 1 pig head.. hahahaha...

Mas Selamat.. i caught u.. hahahaha..

we r not cold.. is e blanket to cosy le..

we r e jie mei group.. hahah..

Morning section end liao.. goin to nite... banquet dinner @ country club >>>

we r arrange to sit at e VIP sit.. hahaha. so happy :)

is a happy dae.. let us hav some wine..

we, the chemistry lab analyst..

end of e banquet dinner...

Next.. is my supervisor farewell dinner... but before her farewell dinner.. @ company she got present for everyone of us.. n we took pic wit here too...

Yea.. tis is my present.. so happy..

Dinner time.. @ pizza hut...

auntie poh poh her expression so funni...

my greatest mentor.. look at his expression.. hahah..

THE END !!!

Ytd wen to sentosa wit school aquaculture club member.. as is oso a farewell to us.. cos we r graduate liao.. was a funny dae n we enjoy alot.. play till 8.30 pm than we leave sentosa.. hahah.. but e moment reach home.. i was sick.. havin high fever.. temp go up to 39.0 degree.. was veri uncomfortable..

mayb becos attachment end le.. starting to relax liao.. and than sick le.. was having bad headache , bad sore throat.. n high fever.. was reali berli xin ku.. nw is much more betta le..

tat's all for todae.. gotcha..

is time to rest.. feel so weak !

ronald macdonald catch by police...

2008-02-22T21:32:00.025+08:00

OH NO....

RONALD MACDONALD CATCH BY POLICE ! ! !

CAN U BELIEVE?

happen to found tis picture somewhere.. i forgot liao.. but i think is funni... look at his expression... hahahaha...

i'm so stress man.. dunno wad to do wit my poster.. jus think abt it i'm hav big headache.. haiz.. honestly.. wen u step out to work.. u sure wun hav e mood to do school work.. e feelin is berli sianz.. i think pple often like dat.. wen they step out to work they will think school is betta.. wen in school than wanna to go work.. so indecisive... hahaha...

Chinese New Year is over le.. so fast... my angbao is soooooo PATHETIC... bt is okay.. e market is bad.. haha.. i reali dunno whr my money when to sia.. din reali spend on things.. WHR DID MY MONEY GO TO? hahaha..Oh ya.. during new year.. wen to Chun Dao He PAng wit Elaine.. hahaha.. so mani pple sia...

Rabbit is my year.. haha :)

e taiwan ma la meat ball is nice.. yummy

Wow.. nice fire works... hahaha...

on our way home, takin pic using elaine handphone >>>

so much of happening tis year.. we attended to sophia wedding too >>>

e beautiful bride.. but soon will be a beautiful mummy.. :)

hope she will get her happiness.. hahaha.. wad a stupid question.. ofcos she will.. hahahaha... i'm tired le.. blog again wen free... gotcha.. haha..

i'm suck !!

2008-02-19T20:41:00.004+08:00

Aft so long... i'm back to my blog thingy.. 3 more weeks to go to end of attachment.. it's fast.. 4 months jus goin to fly off like tat.. As New Year n Valentines day has jus passed.. well, nothing much abt Valentines.. cos NO VALENTINE for mi.. :) but those couple couple.. well do u all enjoy ur special dae? Yea.. i noe i'm REALI SLOW to blog things abt valentines nw.. but i think todae my mood jus goes by n make mi log on to blogger..

Aft all... BUSY BUSY still BUSY.. with WORK !!.. noe wad.. it's reali tired aft work.. u wun be wanna to go anywhere but straight back to home.. n e best part of e home is my BED.. i'm olreadi start to imagine my future life when i actually totally step out to work.. haha..

MY REFLEXTION >>

I'M SUCK.. I'M TOTALLY SUCK.. I'M SUCK AT ALL TIME.. NO.. I'M SUCK MOST OF E TIME.. INDEED I'M AN ATTITUDE FUCKER !

i'm not crazy abt scolding myself suck/fucker.. but i'm reali suck.. i can't find any words to describe myself, my attitude, my character or my behaviour.. i'm jus an attitude fucker. is not something had happen tat made mi type all tis out.. n is not tat i realize it too late..

CHANGE.. tis word is olway in my mind n along my mouth.. but wad hav i do to change my fucking attitude ? NOTHING.. BOO.. is all bullshit.. cos i hav not change any single things.. Yea, i olways tot i hav change abit BUT REALITY nothing has changed.. i'm deceiving myself..

No respect, say things tat hurt frens or even my mum.. stubborn ass.. an BMW.. speaks like a thurder.. afraid tat no ones heard mi.. wads more.. all worse things is in mi.. mayb wen u all go round asking pple.. wad do u think abt mi.. i'm jus a ger tat has attitude problem.. hurts pple feeling.. someone tat cannot keeps any secret.. Simply jus a fren tat no ones wuld wanna to get along with.. n as a daughter of my mum.. i'm jus a daughter tat has never try to respect her and say things out to hurt her..

i knew i hav to cross over all those unhappy tot tat my mum has given mi when i was young.. i need to treat her even well bcos she has gone thur so much stuff.. i need to care for her too n not jus my grandma..

mayb i jus deserve the 3 slap given by my younger uncle.. e first slap wasn't my fault, cos ignore him n walk back to my room.. initially the second n third slap i deserve it.. cos i speak back to him.. To mi i jus wanna to protect my grandma frm getting scolded or bad attitude frm my younger uncle.. but to him.. i jus did not respect him...

Yea.. is true i did not noe wad is respect.. i totally dun understand y i'm living in e world wit full of my weakness till nw.. i hav waste my life living in tis world.. waste my family members money for supporting mi to hav my education n supporting mi till nw.. as i dun even noe to change my attitude n noe to respect..

mayb aft u all hav read tis.. ur may think is easy for mi to type out.. but i use my courage to say it out or i shuld say i finally hav the courage to admit i hav not change.. i'm not goin to decieve myself anymore.. but jus admit..

Hw much i hav change is not determine by myself.. onli when u're truly change ur surrounding pple will feel it.. n they will determine for mi.. but i oso need to improve on myself.. mayb or some other day when u all get to see mi again.. i hope i hav let u guys realize tat i hav change my attitude, character or a fren tat can keeps a fren secret..

time are so scary....

2008-01-27T17:38:00.000+08:00

Time is so scary as it pass.. i jus happen to noe tat my grandma has olreadi turning older n older.. Looking at her carefully her white hair has grow more n more than her black hair.. she is gettin slimmer n slimmer.. her skin is not firm animore more..

Chinese New Year is coming.. dun feel like typing out those unhappy things tat had haapen.. mayb after new year i will blog out again ba.. i feel so damn sad wen my uncle told mi tis.. Look at ah ma.. she is gettin older older.. if she wuld be wit us... is onli a few years more.. so mus take care of her... dunno y wen i heard tis.. my tears jus fall down frm my eyes..

Mayb i jus to afraid to lose my grandma.. One of e dae when was toking on e phone wit elaine.. she told mi.. i need to let myself to bcum more stronger and dun to relay on my grandma.. if one dae my grandma leaves mi i need to be brave n accept.. cos she sae she think i will get depression or even worse..

Than i told her if e dae were to cum i will be berli sad.. i think i need a long time to get over it... Haiz i jus dun wanna to think of tis dae.. wad i reali can do nw is to treat her good n let her enjoy her life nw.. Tis daes has been finding jobs.. hoping straight aft grad can work immediately.. I NEED MORE GOOD LUCK.. GIMMEMORE !!!! wahahahahaz..

Coffee Prince reali nice n funni... hahahaha... but than e ending i abit not man yi lei.. mayb e ending abit more will be good.. hahhahahaha... awaiting for my it start with a kiss part 2... wen will e VCD come out.. hahaha...

i feel tat is year new year is abit boring n no atmosphere... y y y ???? looking forward...

tired.....

2008-01-20T00:03:00.000+08:00

BERLI TIRED TODAE... wake up berli early todae.. meetin Elaine at 1030AM to go suntec exhitbition hall for a career fare there.. but noe wad.. she wake up jus nice at 1030.. so i was slacking at home for awhile than wen out.. n while slackin.. i take pics of myself.. Yeah i noe.. zhi lian again.. i like.. wad u goin to do to mi.. whahahahahaha....

Noe wad.. we was so blur like sotong n paiseh.. COS.. we wen to e wrong exhitbition hall.. we wen to a hall which is all land property de.. as we tot tat person wuld told us abt career but he told as abt buying land property.. than we realize we wen wrong hall.. e correct wan jus beside e other hall.. T_T""" so paiseh lor.. wahahahahahaz...

we spend abt 1 half hr there.. abt goin to 2pm we left e hall... so damn many pple lah.. hav to register and so and so.. we saw our previous attachment company there.. n others good company.. n mi n elaine jus appiled wad ever we can appiled.. OFCOS is all related de lah..

Aft finish searching jobs.. we headed to Bugis to hav our BREAKFAST... we was so hungry.. aft eatin.. we wen to HAJI LANE to shop for our new year clothing.. to all guys... wanna buy nice t-shirt n shoes... GO HAJI LANE... for sure u all will like wad they sell.. we was kinda disappointed at haji lane.. cos we can't find wad we wan... i think i like guys clothing more than gers wan.. haha..

as we was heading to another shop.. we saw one berli RETRO phone...........

noe wad.. tis phone is USEABLE.. jus put in a coin n u can make a phone call.. hahaha.. n i took tis pic outside e shop without e boss knowing.. hahaha...

n todae our last trip was to head to Orchard to look for clothes.. hmmmm.. i hav bought 1 skimmy jeans (dark blue) actually wanna buy grey colour de.. but i reali notice alot pple wears it.. so a common colour jeans will be more betta cos is will olways not out of trend n is easier to go wit clothes..... who noes one dae grey colour is not trendy animore.. but is oso bcos i dun wanna to wear same like others.. hahaha..

(my new year clothes n shoes..)

(aft wearing... it look like tis.. heez.. like alot..)

jus bought one set... hmmm.. thinkin of buying one one set... see how first... aniway.. i olreadi awaiting for my ang bao liao.. hahahaha.. hope to hav mani mani.. hahaha..

i'm ADDICTED TO....... Ribena....

jus dunno y i'm addicted to it so much.. hahaha...

sooooo.... tired.....

life is so unpredictable

2008-01-07T18:40:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm... todae on MC.. my first mc on my attachment.. waiting at polyclinic is horrible man.. frm
130pm till 3pm... shag sia.. same illness.. flu n gastric..

Life is so unpredictable.. even tho u hav no illness thru out ur life.. happily enjoy without askin much but u may not noe u will jus dead in ur dream.. can u believe.. Sleeping can oso cause u to dead.. out of sudden ur heart stop functioning n dead.. HaiZ..

Mc King is one example.. an mediacrop artise which saw him on tv since young olreadi dead.. PLS SEE E NEWS TODAE !! so sad..

so my conclusion is... not take things for granted.. treasure before losing it.. dun sae things out to hurt ur love ones or family members.. if not once they leaves u.. for sure u will regret not being nice to them.. dun ask too much in life.. wad is urs will be urs.. live each dae like it is ur last dae... do more charity as we r more blessing than e rest out there.. imagine we could go ard town area to buy stuff tat we like.. eat food tat is nice.. spend money like no ones business.. ( cos is our money)..

but for those tat is disability.. pple tat lives in africa.. we r jus so much 辛福 n blessed.. my uncle olways told mi..dun becos u got abit money.. u got ur pay... u spend everything buying stuff u like.. n spend till nothing left.. n hoping tat can get some money frm e family... money is not easy to earn.. u r not born in a rice family... mus learn to be independence.. n responsibility to ur life.. as u r not a small kid animore.. olreadi goin to 21yrs old liao... dun wait for pple to spoon feed u.. feed ur ownself.. SO TRUE.. every of his words... wanna fight some rite for myself oso hard..

Oh ya... every week dae.. 10pm.. channel U... Coffee Prince... NICe.. mus see.. hahahah.. e female lead is so cute n funni.. hahahah...

咖啡王子一号店 !

i think i was kinda SUAY in year 2008.. reali berli suay.. haiz.. things has not been goin smoothly.. money drop.. out of no idea hav to pay extra $54 out frm my bill.. my IA allowance for this month not in my bank.. even e HR got no idea why is not bank in.. #^$%&@&$^&@^$%#%@%... ArGggHhhhhh.... so pissed la.. everything jus din go so smooth.. Hope my suayness minimize lor..

shit

2007-12-31T21:52:00.000+08:00

DUn make a BIG FUSS abt it.. i'm not missing.. n NOTHING HAPPEN ... jus can't be bother to update.. kinda lazy n lots n lots n lots of "SHIT" is waiting for mi to do... n as well enjoying abt one week of my holi... jus so NAN DE my company is shutting down for maintainance... i shuld take tis GREAT OPPORTUNITY to rest like hell.. hahahaha...

Anw... still got abt 2 more hrs or less.. IS YEAR 2008... YEAH !!!!!!! n Chinese New YEar is round e corner.. shopping time.. woOOooo... wishes for e year.. Uhhhmmmmm.... AhMMmmmm..... ERmmMMmmm... HmmmmMMmm.... i wan more money.. got job offer aft grad... my mini maltese.. meet pple tat truely noe to appreciate... nonetheless... e MOST iMPT iS still MONEY... $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$...

cos hav plan. or shuld sae has a appointment wit Elaine tat our cuming 21st bdae will be celebrating at JANTING... (did i spell rite? wadever, can understand can le. hahah) yUP... 13 MAY 2008 SHARP we will be at Janting.. hahahah... Actually plan to go to Taiwan.. but we will still go.. mayb end of next year or next next year... pray hard... tat y i sae i wan MORE MONEY.. heez..

Year 2008 is here, how i wish i culd leave all my unhappiness in 2007 n wish for more good in 2008.. hahah.. hope i'm not greedy to ask for much.. cos i reali need to meet up more often wit my happiness.. hahahahah... hope its on its way findin mi... (:

i olways believe tat wad is urs wuld be urs no matter wad has happen.. if my startin of my journey is so tough.. than i think my sweetness soon will reach mi... Lets look more to sunshine.. n less rain.. heez... Anw, since new year is cumin.. has been busy painting my hse n room... is so shag but fun at e same time.. BUT.. it does not goes well.. i think need to touch up more.. hahaha... hopefully next week i can paint till e standard i wan.. Jia You... (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR...

2007-12-08T19:22:00.000+08:00

Is good to stay at home.. rather to go out.. haiZ.. cos is too tired le la... everydae after work straight away go home liao.. no time to go enjoy anithing.. Jus think of e route i walk to work n walk back to MRT station wen goin home.. onli one word to describe... SHACK... reali shack... i can feel my fats being burn off.. seriously...

As i got this thot running thru my mind... by 4mths i got back to school.. i think my body will be unproportional... as wen my both legs is slim n my body is round... OMG... i can't imagine this man... n i think it will never COME TRUE... or i shuld sae i wuld not let tis come thru.. YAR... will not.. whahahahaha....

ytd abt 8pm++... than reach home frm company.. reali berli tired... they hav e teambuilding thingy... Games, performance n Nice food... hahaha.. got turkey.. ham.. sushi.. log cakes.. desert... n lots... eat till full full sia.. hahaha.. e food reali nice.. but e turkey taste wierd la.. at first i thot e taste will be same as chicken.. but than far than wad i think.. so conclusion.. Chicken taste betta... haahah.. yea .. i noe.. turkey more expensive... mayb i jus dunno how to appreciate it ba..

Uhmmmmm.. as for my attachment.. so far nothing happen i shuld sae.. jus one thing to cpmplain.. My grade... dunno wad my supervisor thinking...

Meeting wit mi:

Supervisor: Agnes, u reali hav impress mi.. n i realize u reali can work.. u can handle e things i ask u to do well n is more than i expected.. u're cheerful n able to communicate well wit all e colleague n they like u alot too... BUT.. i jus got to noe u for one week.. so as for ur grading part i can't grade u an A first.. as i wan u to noe tat at work n in school is totally different.. in school wen u're good they will jus grade u berli good.. but at work i wan u to noe is not easy for u to hav good grade immediately.. SO for e next 15 weeks i wan u to show mi more on ur knowledge n performance compare to e start.. i believe if u continue to maintain wad u hav performance tis week for e next 15weeks... for u to get good grade all e way shuld not be a problem..!

but noe wad.. she give mi a BIG FAT C.... diao... yea.. i can handle everything u give.. instead of AVERAGE.. shuldn't it be GOOD.. i dun expected VERY GOOD.. but atleast a GOOD will do.. tis is wad other pple in e lab think tat i shuld got a GOOD (B) instead of AVERAGE(C).. i got stan.. so are they got stan too... i'm dishearted liao.. wth.. is like she put all e good words infront n in e end i got AVERAGE.. puewk... haiz.. i'm speechless.. no comments.. BWG..

tat's is y i sae nothing to mention abt my IA.. everydae i'm doin e same thing.. i oso headache how i shuld write my report... can some god.. angel or genius enlighten mi... one word to sae.. WAIT LONG LONG ARH... jus hope 4 mths pass berli berli e fast..

*我为你伤心你不懂什么叫爱情....

是我太单纯还是你残忍

我为你伤心你的世界没有爱情....*

*在给我两分中让我把记忆结成冰!*

Sunflower

2007-11-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

Saw something fun n interesting.. Hmmm.. wondering anione hav ever seen tis driver in expressway or which ever way.. hahahaha... He is jus so SHINE hav to sae... wahahahahaha.. words can't describe.. LET'S TAKE A LOOK ... !

aren't he is shine.. so outstanding among all e drivers.. hahaha.. SUNFLOWER.. all over his motor jacket n helmet... jus let mi think of one song.. Sun shine after the rain ..... .... hahahaha...

Nothing is impossible.. unless u never even try..

SHULD I HAPPY OR SAD ?

2007-11-24T00:29:00.000+08:00

SHULD I HAPPY OR SAD ?

Yup... i hav got Industrial Attachment placement.. indeed i shuld be happy.. but i'm sad.. n afraid.. cos i was ALONE in e company.. todae peiqi even accompany mi to find where's my company.. NOe wad... onli one word to describe is WULU..

Expressway further up is JOHOR BAHRU liao.. can imagine hw wulu is there ma..!!! can't see any build onli fire station and forest... i think if i kana rape there oso no one help mi i think... *sob* wads more can i sae.. better than stay inhouse in school rite...

my fear is tat i'm alone in tat company... i scare i can't manage to handle all e stuff they hand to mi.. Haiz.. in tat company.. i hav to hold e whole responsibility of ITE reputation.. SO STRESS ! Anw, my company name is BAXTER HEALTHCARE SINGAPORE... i think is a good company as i hav read some info on net..

Pls wish mi GOOD LUCK n ALL E BEST tat i can tahan there for 4months... Hope my reporting officer is not female tigeress but angel... Anw, my teacher incharge olreadi hav alot of mother care le.. jus hope tat every month she visit mi can NAG less abit.. but overall she is a good n caring teacher hav to sae..

Mondae is e dae offically start of my IA... BOPI BOPI... CROSS FINGER.. who ever god.. pls bless on mi.. heEz ...

没有人是个孤岛
(no one is a loner)

因为是人
(because we r human)

所以需要朋友！
(tat's why we need frens)

2007-11-21T19:47:00.000+08:00

How Much Have U understand Yourself ?

Do u understand urself well..? understanding by wad u actually wan.. understand ur character.. understand e things u said out frm ur mouth.. be it u think first or without thinking..! Or be it u purposely or not purposely..!

Do u understand hw pple think abt u..? Or u hav to understand urself thru friends or their facial expression.. understand urself wen friends tell u abt hw's ur character.. Or mayb u will got misunderstand by pple of e way u behave.. e way u tok..

To sae it in an awful manner.. tis called Brainless, Attitude problem.. Communication got problem.. n wad so ever... etc... So wen problem builds up.. Is time u hav to do some reflextion on MYSELF.. But seems like no matter how much reflextion u do, u will never meet up till e expectation of wad others thinks abt u..

Wad goes around come around.. How u reflex to pple, pple will reflex to u.. If u hav noe u hav more flaws than others.. u hav to compromise urself to let them accept u more.. But wad if no matter hw u wanna to compromise it.. no ones care or even understand it.. Is berli TIRING..!

What the world needs is more people who know themselves. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. It's not enough to have a dream unless I'm willing to pursue it. It's not enough to know what's right unless I'm strong enough to do it. It's not enough to join the crowd, to be acknowledged and accepted. I must be true to my ideals, even if I'm excluded and rejected. It's not enough to learn the truth unless I also learn to live it.

Someone told mi tis........ :

You shouldn't be going out with someone just to say you're going out with them. You're going out with them, hopefully, because you enjoy who they are and they enjoy who you are. You have to be true to yourself, and I think that if you're not yourself....

How much hav i GROW ?

BAck

2007-11-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

Hey hey... finally i'm back to do my blog thingy... i jus came home todae morning... haha.. has been a busy week i hav to sae.. Ytd wen to Boxian cum Jiawei cum Angeline bdae celebration.. but is at Boxian hse... having BBQ.. hav to sae reali enjoy alot.. so much fun n laughters.. even ton at Boxian hse.. thru out e nite.. we hav heart to heart tok.. everyone has been a good listener.. Emo together... Crazy together.. e nite jus so funni.. eps playing card games.. Shixiang, Boxian, Jiawei n mi... Shixiang olways will do something funny n make us laught out loud.. wahahahah... but Boxian n Jiawei both of them oso an great joker.. dun got fake by their act blur.. hahaha....

wen to hav breakfast at Macdonald... kinda tired.. n i think i'm having sore throat.. as time goes by alot of things oso has happen n change.. but instead of changing to a good one.. it turns out to be bad de.. haiZ...

If onli we dun hav to bother or think so much of our trouble.. mayb bad things will not exist.. but tat is impossible.. Alot pple sae.. learnt frm mistake.. but hw mani pple reali will learnt frm it..? Hav to sae.. human olways take things for granted.. as if it is suppose to be urs.. or pple hav to sacrifice for u.. but hav u ask urself, did u put urself in others pple shoes..?

Human is an selfish creature.. but than onli u hav to be selfish to protect urself.. Someone ask mi.. Izzit easy for u to hate a person or to love a person? wads ur ans? n i sae.. is easy to love a person... onli wen u truely love n sacrifice for tat person n tat particular person has hurt u.. than onli u will hate tat person.. mayb tis logic dun make sense.. but mostly are like tat...

but to hate a person is sucha an tired things.. but wen recently those things tat has happen make mi realize is oso not easy to love a person... .... .... ....!

*你曾说雨下的时候别低下头要等候奇迹降落....

我不懂曾想一起拥抱的彩虹为什么只剩下我......?

原来呀....... 爱情是不会留下什么只留下残缺的我...!

能不能再把你的爱借点给我.... 好让我继续漂流...*

*电话响起了...

你要说话了

还以为你心里对我又想念了

怎么你声音变得冷淡了

是你变了是你变了

灯光熄灭了音乐静止了

滴下的眼泪已停不住了

天下起雨了人是不快乐

我的心真的受伤了....!*